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[1:51] Yeah, I'm here.

[1:54] Where are you guys?

[1:59] You guys have no idea.

[2:07] Okay.

[2:31] All right.

[2:33] Hey, what's up?

[2:36] Okay,

[2:40] so I have a huge uh house to clean up.

[2:44] I'm not even kidding. So, I'm going to

[2:46] be cleaning. Okay. Okay. Just putting

[2:49] that out there.

[2:51] Just coming out and talk.

[2:54] What do you guys want to do?

[3:23] >> [sighs]

[3:24] >> Okay.

[3:39] Huh?

[3:43] Huh?

[4:05] Huh?

[4:15] Huh?

[4:19] Huh?

[4:25] May.

[9:00] Sorry Guys,

[9:05] [snorts]

[10:31] Hey, I'm fine.

[11:18] Okay.

[11:25] What's wrong, guys? Upset.

[12:15] I'm okay. You seem upset.

[12:19] No, I'm okay. I'm fine.

[12:23] I'm good. I promise. Just, you know,

[12:26] just, you know, nothing.

[12:29] Nothing. I'm good. I'm good.

[12:33] Everything's fine. Trust me. Let's just

[12:36] kind of, you know,

[12:42] honestly wish I could just go on TikTok.

[12:44] I don't know. But only play music, but I

[12:47] know I can't play music on here

[12:50] as I would love to.

[12:56] What? I'm okay.

[12:59] I'm okay. I promise I'm okay.

[13:05] Trust me, if you see my house right now,

[13:07] you guys probably would understand.

[13:09] It's horrible. Like that. It's It's

[13:11] [snorts] horrible. I I got to get going

[13:12] here cuz it's like I

[13:18] so bad.

[13:21] Literally. So bad. I don't know where to

[13:23] start.

[13:25] literally have no idea.

[13:32] All right. Um, we help.

[13:38] Okay.

[13:43] How is Missy? Who's Missy? Okay. You

[13:46] need a mod mostly. It's fine.

[13:57] How did you get?

[14:01] Huh?

[14:12] Oh, I haven't heard from Missy in a

[14:14] while. You mean like with her health?

[14:22] Hi.

[14:24] Hey, Bam.

[14:27] Yeah, we were all Yeah, we were all We

[14:30] were. Yes.

[14:32] Yes. Good evening. Hey.

[14:37] Hello.

[14:44] Yeah. Hope she's okay, too.

[14:50] I'll I'll email her.

[14:53] See how she's doing

[15:24] No. Yeah. No, I will just reach out to

[15:26] her.

[15:46] How has my weekend been? It's good.

[15:57] [sighs]

[16:12] I don't even know right now.

[16:24] Listen,

[16:26] listen.

[16:35] I am trying to do better and be the

[16:37] better person. Okay.

[16:42] I

[16:44] am not going to be

[16:50] cruel back.

[16:52] Okay.

[16:55] In fact,

[16:58] I'm going to

[17:00] try

[17:02] to

[17:06] be kind

[17:08] to all of you

[17:10] because that's what Jesus would do.

[17:13] Okay?

[17:16] And I'm starting to be more like my Lord

[17:20] and Savior. Okay? I I know I'm not like

[17:23] this. I know where my heart is and I

[17:27] know that I should be better when it

[17:30] comes to people being rude. Two wrongs

[17:32] don't make a right. Doesn't.

[17:35] And even though you can yell at me, be

[17:38] mean to me, say those nasty words,

[17:42] I'm going to really try just to be like

[17:44] just nice to you.

[17:48] Instead of being mean and cruel, I'm

[17:49] just gonna be nice to you, okay? Cuz

[17:52] honestly, that's what G's would do.

[18:14] Never me. [snorts]

[18:19] So, if there's like a mean comment in

[18:21] here,

[18:23] like I would just encourage y'all to

[18:25] just to be nice, okay? Okay, just be

[18:28] nice.

[19:13] What?

[19:17] Mom.

[20:01] So,

[20:06] what I think we should do

[20:09] is

[20:14] I'm trying. Well, I've been trying.

[20:16] Okay. I mean, I

[20:19] am trying to do better.

[20:21] I'm not perfect and it's never going to

[20:23] be perfect because

[20:25] no one is perfect.

[20:29] I'm not trying to sit here and be the

[20:31] perfect image cuz I will not. But that

[20:32] will never happen.

[20:35] No.

[20:37] Can I drive? Yeah.

[20:42] Butch.

[21:56] KK. Okay.

[24:34] They turn bad until election time. They

[24:37] are just long.

[24:39] I don't like

[24:47] my word.

[24:59] All right. So, we're going to do some

[25:00] Bible um trivia. Okay.

[25:05] Um

[25:14] Okay. Well, these are really easy.

[26:04] What?

[26:36] sending the texting as well. Why don't

[26:38] you just log off and take your phone?

[26:42] My ass. Sorry guys, I'm not being mean.

[26:45] Please let me make your

[26:48] answer.

[26:50] What language did Jesus speak? Jesus

[26:52] spoke um spoke Arabic. Um sometimes he

[26:55] spoke um Hebrew, Greek.

[27:00] Did that answer your question?

[27:05] And respectfully, this is going to be a

[27:08] clean live. I will engage with you, but

[27:10] I really like y'all listen to me, okay?

[27:16] This was mostly like this when I was

[27:18] back in Illinois. I just had you guys up

[27:20] here and I never commuted communicated

[27:23] to my chat ever. Ever.

[27:27] You guys would just be on here watching

[27:30] me.

[27:32] So if y'all think this is bad and what I

[27:34] do, y'all would have hated how I was in

[27:37] Illinois.

[27:39] You guys would hated that. I am more

[27:44] I pay attention to more of my chat and

[27:46] engage with you than I do in my own home

[27:48] and what I used to back in Illinois

[27:51] big time. But it's my life though.

[27:55] [cough]

[27:57] Aggravated. No, I'm not aggravated. I'm

[27:59] fine. I understand that. But like this

[28:02] is like me though. But this is me. If

[28:03] you don't like it, maybe it's maybe I'm

[28:05] not your content. I don't know. I don't

[28:08] know. But I'll like be here.

[28:15] I don't want to argue. I don't want to

[28:17] argue. Please. Please. I'm asking you to

[28:20] please not argue with me.

[28:23] Please don't argue. I don't want to

[28:25] fight. I don't. I'm tired and I don't

[28:28] want to argue. I don't.

[28:32] So, please just stop. Please just stop.

[29:15] I thought you were going to be a better

[29:18] kid, y'all. Just

[29:19] >> Thank you, Stephanie.

[29:22] Thank you.

[29:26] Oh my god.

[29:29] I'm here.

[29:31] And Jesus spoke a ribbit. Yeah, I I said

[29:34] that. Maybe I didn't say it correctly,

[29:36] but I did say that.

[29:44] Okay, I couldn't wait. Well, I'm sorry I

[29:45] couldn't pronounce that. Okay, sorry.

[29:52] Okay, you guys want to do this? Yes. No.

[29:55] Okay. So, who spent 3 days within the

[29:57] belly of a huge fish? I mean, these are

[30:00] really easy questions, but I figured

[30:02] while I'm cleaning, we can do this. Hi.

[30:06] Hello.

[30:09] I'm good. How are you?

[30:12] Hi. Hi. Hi, Jonah. Okay, good.

[30:20] Okay, so who is not part of the 12

[30:22] disciples? Okay, Peter, Luke, Andrew, or

[30:25] Thomas?

[30:56] What are you

[31:01] Okay,

[31:05] it was Luke.

[31:08] Okay. So, who was the father of Isaac?

[31:11] Jacob, Ishmael.

[31:28] turning my phone off.

[31:36] Abraham.

[31:38] [snorts]

[31:49] Oh my word.

[32:05] [snorts]

[32:30] Hi. Hey, Pancake. How are you?

[32:50] >> [clears throat]

[34:27] >> Okay.

[34:30] Okay. Ready?

[34:32] Okay,

[34:34] next question is, how many Okay, hold

[34:37] on.

[34:39] How many commandments did Moses receive

[34:41] on tablet of t tablet of stone? Tablets

[34:46] of stone, sorry.

[34:49] Huh?

[34:57] Mhm. 10. Um, who lost his supernatural

[35:02] strength when his hair was cut off.

[35:18] Mhm.

[35:20] Um, who defeated Goliath?

[35:34] Mhm. David.

[35:37] Um, who was the first murderer? Adam

[35:41] Abel Cain Lem Lemik. I can never

[35:45] pronounce these words.

[35:57] Okay.

[36:00] Um, let's see. Who was the young boy who

[36:03] amazed others with his understanding and

[36:06] answers?

[36:44] It's Jesus.

[36:52] Um,

[36:54] who was so short that he climbed up a

[36:57] tree to see Jesus?

[37:23] Zachcharias.

[37:26] Okay. Who were Lazarus siblings?

[38:01] Who were Lazarus's siblings?

[38:15] I'll give you one. Martha and

[38:18] remember I told that remember I told you

[38:20] guys who one of them was last night.

[38:23] Martha.

[38:24] It's Mary and Martha.

[38:31] Yeah. Mary and Martha. Okay.

[38:36] Hold on.

[38:45] Hold on.

[38:50] Hold on.

[38:58] Let's see.

[39:04] Let's see.

[39:07] Or hang on. I had to leave out because

[39:09] it had an app on it. So, hold on.

[39:13] Um, okay. Let's do random quiz.

[39:18] Okay. Ready. Um, which book has 50

[39:21] chapters?

[39:41] No.

[39:52] Oh, dang it. Shoot.

[39:56] [snorts] We got to do it again. It was

[39:58] two.

[40:00] Dang it, man.

[40:11] Hold on, you guys. Come on.

[40:15] Hold on. I got to reset it. Anyway, the

[40:18] answer I the answer is Genesis. That's

[40:20] the That's the answer to that one. Um I

[40:22] got to redo it again. Okay. How often

[40:24] does the tree of life yield fruit?

[40:44] Dang it. He's actually life. You go

[40:47] faster.

[40:49] Um, okay. Who was Abraham's firstborn?

[40:56] 22 seconds left. It's every month. Yes,

[41:00] it's every month. Sorry, it like it like

[41:03] timed out. You got 10 seconds.

[41:11] Yes, Ishmail.

[41:14] Um,

[41:18] come on. Next level.

[41:23] Okay, let's do let's do this one.

[41:28] [sighs]

[41:29] Um,

[41:32] true or false? Sure.

[41:36] I want to do this one.

[41:39] Um,

[41:44] chapter by chapter. Okay, let's do

[41:47] Genesis. genus. Oh my god, I can't even

[41:49] talk right now.

[41:51] Can't even talk.

[41:56] Oh man, what a day.

[42:05] Let's see.

[42:08] No, I can't do that. It's locked.

[42:11] Okay, this one. Dang it.

[42:16] Why can I not do that?

[42:19] H interesting.

[42:22] I don't want to update that either.

[42:25] Why is it doing this to me now?

[42:30] Why does it keep exiting? Okay, let's do

[42:33] random quiz. Watch three ads to get

[42:37] three extra.

[42:42] What? Chapter by chapter. Okay, let's do

[42:45] this one.

[42:56] Hold on you guys.

[43:00] Okay. Um,

[43:03] hold on. It

[43:05] >> Hold on.

[43:05] >> This column already has 2, three, and

[43:07] one.

[43:07] >> It just I give me I'm getting these ads.

[43:10] missing number in the cell.

[43:11] >> So, I'm trying to

[43:13] >> see what I'm trying to figure out what I

[43:15] can do. I got every time I do this like

[43:17] an addition,

[43:22] two wonder if I could just pay for it,

[43:25] but I got to watch all these ads. The

[43:26] >> remaining number in this box is two.

[43:28] Now, the missing number in the third

[43:29] column in the fourth row is missing

[43:32] three.

[43:36] >> Um, no, I don't want that.

[43:40] man. Continue. Exit.

[43:43] Okay. Um, ready?

[44:07] >> [bell]

[44:11] >> Okay, let's do

[44:16] um Okay, let's do some harder ones. Um

[44:20] let's see. Who married two sisters, Leah

[44:24] and Rachel?

[44:35] who married two sisters, Leah and

[44:37] Rachel.

[44:42] [bell]

[45:08] Okay, let's see. Um,

[45:14] okay, next question. Um,

[45:18] let's do the answer is Jacob. Okay, next

[45:21] one is who was so jealous of her sister

[45:24] that she said give me children or I'll

[45:26] die.

[45:29] So, who was so jealous of her sister

[45:31] that she said, "Give me children or I'll

[45:33] die."

[45:41] It's not Sarah. It's not Rachel.

[45:51] Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait.

[45:56] I'm on to the next one. I [laughter]

[45:57] were going to skip the answer. Yes, it's

[45:59] Rachel. Oh my word. Sorry. Okay. Yeah.

[46:01] Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. I was

[46:03] still on the first one. Oh my goodness.

[46:04] Sorry about that. My bad. My bad. Okay.

[46:07] Um Okay. Who was church by his own

[46:11] father-in-law on his wedding night?

[46:13] Sorry. You guys were right, not me.

[46:15] Sorry. Um I'm sorry. I'm I'm I know I'm

[46:19] not really focusing right now. I'm

[46:20] sorry. Um Okay. I'll try and focus.

[46:24] Okay. Okay. Um,

[46:27] sorry. Okay, where was I?

[46:30] Oh my goodness. Okay, where was I? Um,

[46:33] where was I?

[46:36] What did I say? Okay, let's let's start

[46:39] again. Who? Hold on. Okay. Who was

[46:42] tricked by his own father-in-law on his

[46:44] wedding night? Sorry. Who was tricked by

[46:47] his own father-in-law on his wedding

[46:50] night? Focusing. Focusing.

[46:56] No,

[47:05] Aeron's texting me. There's a lot of

[47:06] people. I'm Nope. Wait, wait, Jacob.

[47:10] Jacob. Yeah, Jacob. Who was willing to

[47:13] give up his birthright for a bowl of

[47:15] stew?

[47:18] And don't cheat. Are you looking up

[47:20] things on the internet?

[47:26] Yes, Jacob.

[47:30] Yes, correct. Yes,

[47:33] um, who was Abraham's wife who laughed

[47:36] when she heard she would have a baby in

[47:39] her old age?

[47:49] Nope. Sarah. Um, next one. Uh, who

[47:55] betrayed Samson's after learning the

[47:57] secret of his strength?

[48:11] Correct. Okay. Who denied knowing Jesus

[48:14] three times?

[48:25] Nope.

[48:29] Peter.

[48:31] Um,

[48:33] who was punished after speaking against

[48:35] Moses?

[48:54] Miriam.

[48:57] Okay. Um I got I got someone I got some

[49:00] stuff. Um can anyone tell me what the um

[49:06] the plagues were? All of them.

[49:23] all of them.

[49:25] The plagues,

[49:28] pharaoh,

[49:31] locust,

[49:34] all that hail.

[50:03] No, you guys, the plagues.

[50:07] Plagues. So, like the water turning into

[50:09] blood. Locust. Um. Uh. Um. Oh, man. Um.

[50:16] Uh. Frogs.

[50:18] Wait. Water turning into blood. Um.

[50:22] Frogs. Locust.

[50:24] >> [bell]

[50:25] >> Oh, why is Aaron still texting me? Um,

[50:32] my word, stop. Um, let me see. Loyals,

[50:39] frogs, flies,

[50:42] hail,

[50:44] blood turn, water turn to blood.

[50:49] H

[50:55] um I know I know my text. I know. I

[50:58] know. I'm sorry. Um

[51:02] darkness.

[51:04] Yep. The death of old. Yes. Okay. Yes.

[51:06] Um

[51:09] do you guys want to hear something

[51:10] crazy?

[51:12] Um they found Noah's ark.

[51:19] in Turkey.

[51:21] So in um when that was all going after

[51:24] the flood, God told um Moses to rest the

[51:27] boat.

[51:30] Well, the exact location of where Moses

[51:33] um left that boat to rest.

[51:38] The scientists are now saying

[51:42] that it is Noah's ark.

[51:57] No, I'm serious. Did you not Did you not

[51:59] Did you not see that?

[52:05] Did you not see that?

[52:34] Well, they're saying something about

[52:37] winter

[52:39] that it should be more confirmed, but

[52:41] they're literally the the evidence is

[52:44] matching up.

[52:48] But I do think that they said that they

[52:50] would have an answer by um when by the

[52:53] winter time is what I was reading about.

[52:56] Um but again, what evidence if you look

[53:00] it up? If you look it up,

[53:06] it was found in Turkey in a in uh

[53:10] Give me a second.

[53:12] [snorts]

[53:19] It said re researchers have drilled into

[53:23] the boat shaped

[53:25] of Mount Arriat for the first time if

[53:28] I'm pronouncing that correctly and they

[53:30] say they hit mostly soil rather than so

[53:34] solid rocks. So they assumed it was like

[53:36] a rock you know situation but it was I

[53:39] think it's more than that. Um, early

[53:41] readings also point to a higher um, hold

[53:45] on, I'm gonna say a higher carbon levels

[53:50] inside the formation than the outside.

[53:52] Nothing is settled and the laboratory

[53:55] results are not due until winter, which

[53:57] which is exactly what I said.

[54:00] Um,

[54:02] so

[54:03] I mean again,

[54:07] you know, it's

[54:10] Yeah, I guess we'll have to wait and

[54:11] see.

[54:14] So, we have to wait until winter, but it

[54:16] looks like they're they're assuming that

[54:18] it is Noah's ark. Um,

[54:23] I don't know.

[54:26] You don't know.

[54:28] But

[54:32] well, they did say it's 100% confirmed.

[54:35] That's what I read.

[54:47] No, they didn't. Well, not swear.

[54:57] here. Listen,

[55:02] listen to this. Major news out of the

[55:04] Middle East. A team of US scientists say

[55:06] they just found physical evidence

[55:08] belonging to one of the Bible's most

[55:10] important stories, Noah's Ark. They are

[55:13] on the ground right now in the biblical

[55:14] city of Ararat, which is near modernday

[55:17] Turkey, digging. The team zeroed in on

[55:21] the famous Darupinar formation. This is,

[55:23] by the way, this is Fox News and they

[55:26] >> 538 foot boatshaped structure similar in

[55:29] size and dimension to those laid out for

[55:31] Noah by God in the Bible. And it is

[55:34] exactly where the Bible describes the

[55:36] ship ending up after

[55:37] >> I don't

[55:39] >> well in archaeology you deal with

[55:41] probabilities and we're inching towards

[55:44] where we believe we'll have confirmation

[55:47] this winter after our soil analysis is

[55:50] done with Sebos University who's our

[55:53] partner in this

[55:54] >> fascinating I want to walk through some

[55:56] of the facts.

[55:59] Well, it does and I can show you where

[56:00] it says it, but again, I am just saying

[56:03] what's out there. Now, it may I mean,

[56:05] who really knows, but it did say it was

[56:07] confirmed.

[56:09] Um,

[56:13] let's see. Wasn't the Fox News and

[56:16] >> Hold on.

[56:17] >> Interesting.

[56:18] >> has the Bible kind of defy.

[56:21] >> Well, we've

[56:25] out in the Bible

[56:26] >> cubis long. That's what you find in

[56:28] Genesis chapter 6.

[56:30] And so it's kind of like a divine uh

[56:35] set of standards. You like here we have

[56:36] that match exactly what's in the Bible.

[56:38] If it was longer or or a different

[56:41] dimension, then you could say, well,

[56:42] maybe this is something else. But

[56:44] because of the exact length that has got

[56:47] people interested throughout the years,

[56:48] including our team.

[56:50] >> So there's, let me just lay this out

[56:52] then. So, if this matches the size of

[56:54] what was laid out in the Bible, this

[56:56] group of scientists, um, those who are

[56:58] criticizing this as potentially being

[57:00] Noah's arc and who are saying, "No, this

[57:02] is a geological formation." What they

[57:04] are left to believe is there's this mass

[57:07] geological formation that matches what

[57:09] is in the Bible that is in the exact

[57:11] place and it just happens to have these

[57:13] precise matchings. In other words, it

[57:16] would take kind of defy belief and logic

[57:19] to make that conclusion rather than

[57:21] leaning into the conclusion this could

[57:22] be it.

[57:24] >> Exactly. And we're looking at like a

[57:26] court case, the lines of evidence

[57:27] pointing to this being the biblical

[57:29] nozz,

[57:35] you know, they've criticized in the past

[57:36] saying, "Oh, those scans you can

[57:38] interpret different ways."

[57:40] I mean, it's

[57:43] So, here's here's the thing is that

[57:47] I I don't know. I mean, I I think it's

[57:50] fascinating. I think that it it like I

[57:53] mean, I don't know. I I I don't know.

[57:57] I'm not really I mean, who really knows?

[58:00] [laughter] I don't know. It's I don't

[58:02] know. Who knows if it's the truth or

[58:04] not. I mean, they said it's 100%

[58:05] confirmed, but then I guess something

[58:06] that's about the lab stuff and you're

[58:09] not going to know until winter or

[58:11] something. I don't know. But from what

[58:13] they're saying about it and the stuff

[58:16] that's like in the Bible and Genesis

[58:18] Genesis,

[58:19] um, don't come after me for how I

[58:22] pronounce words, okay? I struggle um

[58:24] with that and um, it's just part of me

[58:26] and if that's something that bothers you

[58:28] and that you can feel free to leave. I

[58:31] just don't really appreciate be being

[58:32] judged on certain things that I can't

[58:34] pronounce and that's okay with me and

[58:36] I'm not ashamed of that. But please

[58:38] don't make fun of somebody that has

[58:40] trouble speaking. We all have issues and

[58:43] if that's something that you want to

[58:44] judge me for, then go ahead. But I think

[58:45] it's wrong. I'm I'm not going to be like

[58:48] judging you for certain things that you

[58:50] can't do in the life and in this life

[58:52] and whatever. It's not nice. So don't do

[58:55] it to somebody else. Okay. Thank you.

[58:58] Um,

[59:01] no, just that some words I can't

[59:02] pronounce and that doesn't mean that I

[59:04] don't know. I just have a trouble

[59:06] speaking those certain words. And that's

[59:10] just my struggle. And people just come

[59:13] at me for that. And I mean, it's I just

[59:17] keep it to yourself, please. Okay. Thank

[59:20] you.

[59:22] What's confirmed is their findings. It's

[59:24] not Well, that's what I'm saying. Okay.

[59:26] confirmed their findings. Okay, that's

[59:28] what I probably should say. Thank you

[59:30] for correcting me. Um because I did hear

[59:33] it was like 100% confirmed, but I also

[59:36] did hear that it's confirmed, but

[59:38] they're also getting the labs and it

[59:40] won't be until the winter time.

[59:44] So,

[59:47] how's my arm? It's okay.

[59:55] There were some people earlier in the

[59:56] chat,

[59:59] but it's fine.

[60:05] It is very fascinating.

[60:08] It is.

[60:14] Huh.

[60:18] I know. But I'm just saying like there I

[60:20] mean like it's fine. It's whatever. I

[60:23] just know that a lot of people like, you

[60:25] know, I I just I know how not all of

[60:27] you, but

[60:29] you know, it's I don't know. It's fine.

[60:31] We We don't It's fine. Just let's just

[60:33] let's just drop it.

[60:36] I'm not even going to worry about it.

[60:37] It's fine.

[60:40] But my arm's doing better.

[60:42] Um Oh I forgot. Speaking of got to

[60:46] take my Doxy Cycling. Totally forgot

[60:48] about that.

[60:50] Whoopsies. Thanks for reminding me.

[60:54] I totally forgot.

[61:02] All right, let's go there.

[61:05] Girl, I misspeak all the time.

[61:09] Speak a word.

[61:12] No, actually, guys, I've always

[61:14] struggled ever since I was little. It's

[61:17] like a speech problem with me. Um,

[61:21] I've had tutors growing up. Um, my mom

[61:24] try to help, but it's I've always

[61:26] struggled and I've had people come in my

[61:28] home to to teach me how to um pronounce

[61:31] certain words. I'm not able to I'm not

[61:34] able to get it. My it's hard for me no

[61:36] matter like trust me, I've had a lot of

[61:38] people come in and help me when I was

[61:39] little growing up. had a lot of tu uh

[61:41] tutors, but that like it's just it's

[61:45] just something that I struggle with and

[61:47] I will always struggle with it and it's

[61:49] it is what it is. There's just something

[61:52] in my like I can't I don't know

[62:31] I used to be told to slow down. I speak

[62:34] too fast, but I can't help it.

[62:52] Whoa.

[62:56] Respectfully, I don't really want to

[62:58] talk about it. Okay. I know I know I

[63:00] brought it up, but I [snorts] I I just

[63:03] don't want to talk about it.

[63:06] about it

[63:10] to do.

[63:12] Whoa.

[63:13] I'm not even done with everything that I

[63:15] need to do right now.

[63:17] Um,

[63:19] can't see.

[63:26] Am I upset with the concert? No.

[63:32] No, not at all.

[64:10] Like, okay, for instance, if somebody is

[64:13] dlexia, dlexia, whatever you want to

[64:15] call it, are you going to go to that

[64:16] person say go back to school or you

[64:19] should go and just like like do you

[64:21] understand how like certain people have

[64:23] disabilities and they can't help it but

[64:25] they just work it through life? So, are

[64:28] you going to tell everybody that has a

[64:30] disability or a struggle, even though

[64:33] because there's people that have

[64:34] graduated school that still can't read,

[64:37] that still can't pronounce words, are

[64:39] you still going to say the exact same

[64:40] thing? You wouldn't, would you? No.

[64:44] Certain people still struggle to their

[64:46] adult life.

[64:50] Okay.

[64:52] Okay.

[64:54] Speech impediment. Sometimes that's

[64:57] forever.

[64:59] Okay. Okay.

[65:04] And how do you not know that?

[65:08] Some things I do for a Sometimes I do

[65:11] things for entertainment.

[65:14] You guys know I've done a lot of things

[65:16] for entertainment and a lot of things

[65:18] for real life. So respectfully, how do

[65:20] you know

[65:22] exactly my point?

[65:27] Exactly my point. You don't

[65:43] [music]

[66:01] Uh, you're not listening to what

[66:06] I'm not saying I can be wrong and stuff.

[66:09] Yes, I could be wrong. Yes. And I'm I'm

[66:12] not perfect, but yes.

[66:16] But

[66:19] like last night, y'all y'all all

[66:21] corrected me on it and I and I accepted

[66:24] that and they're snapped.

[66:27] It would be one point if I sat up here

[66:30] yesterday and I continued to to like

[66:34] fight back and forth,

[66:36] which I didn't. I heard you and I

[66:40] corrected myself and I think that that

[66:43] should be noted. But it still hasn't.

[66:48] And like if I'm like, "No, I'm right.

[66:50] You're wrong. No, no, it's this. No, no,

[66:52] it's that." No, I didn't do that.

[66:54] Certain things, yes. Certain things,

[66:56] yes. But then the one thing about the

[66:58] disciples, I corrected myself. And you

[67:00] can't say that I didn't because I did. I

[67:02] wasn't teaching. I was just like, it was

[67:04] like a Bible study, like a conversation.

[67:07] Okay? I get that. [gasps] I I get that

[67:12] politics and religion is a very

[67:17] hard thing to

[67:20] to even be on social media about. But

[67:25] I feel like,

[67:29] you know, if I was miss spoken or if I

[67:33] did say things incorrectly, then just

[67:37] come off of it in a different way

[67:40] instead of saying, "You should just be

[67:42] quiet, Gabby. You don't know."

[67:44] Respectfully, you don't know what you're

[67:45] talking about. How about this? How about

[67:47] How about this would be really nice. Hey

[67:49] Gabby, I just want to let you know that

[67:51] John the Baptist was not a disciple.

[67:54] John was though. Um, and just kind of

[67:57] come off in that sweet, kind way of

[67:59] like, "Hey, Gabby, I know you're

[68:00] probably still learning, but I'm not

[68:02] here to be mean. Like, you know, you had

[68:04] John, right, but not the Baptist."

[68:07] There's just a way to come off of it

[68:11] so much better than just coming at me

[68:13] and saying, "Shut up. You have no idea

[68:17] what you're talking about." God would

[68:18] not like that

[68:20] when you guys are sitting here in my

[68:22] chat speaking like that to me when

[68:26] somebody me is just having a

[68:28] conversation

[68:30] with about Jesus.

[68:33] We could have an adult conversation.

[68:36] Okay? It doesn't have to be like that.

[68:40] And I think it took a turn.

[68:45] But a lot of it just comes off really

[68:49] really really

[68:51] hurtful.

[68:53] Like really hurtful.

[68:55] And

[68:57] I don't know. I just [sighs] I don't

[69:00] know. I mean, I get

[69:03] what you're saying.

[69:05] And I get that it goes both ways. I get

[69:07] that. But if you're going to show an

[69:11] example through the comments about, you

[69:13] know, you know, God, and you should do

[69:15] this, Gabby, and you should do that.

[69:17] Well, respectfully,

[69:19] you shouldn't judge me either. Okay? I

[69:21] shouldn't judge you. Nobody should judge

[69:23] nobody. So, when you say certain things

[69:25] in the chat, well, what would Jesus do?

[69:28] How would he respond if someone was

[69:30] trying to have a Bible study with

[69:32] somebody? Okay. And and God forbid it

[69:35] was a it was just a few things got like

[69:38] just misguided. What would Jesus do? He

[69:41] was raid, right? Um I think it's called

[69:43] rabbit. A teacher. Okay. Teacher. He

[69:46] taught. Okay. Teaches.

[69:49] Okay. Love, compassion, kind. He didn't

[69:53] say um child, you don't know what you're

[69:56] doing or what you're saying. You need to

[69:58] be quiet. He didn't do that, did he? No,

[70:02] he didn't.

[70:05] Not rabbit. No, it's another word in the

[70:09] Bible that teaches. Again, I'm not

[70:12] really good at pronouncing my words, but

[70:16] it means teacher.

[70:18] Look, I'll I'll show you. Teacher means

[70:23] biblical.

[70:26] Um

[70:32] um it was something in the Hebrew. Um

[70:38] uh like

[70:42] um

[70:44] it says Jesus as the master teacher.

[70:46] Jesus was frequently addressed as Rab

[70:51] BBI or teacher.

[70:53] Okay, that's that's what it is.

[70:56] Um

[71:13] yeah, the rabbit eye. Mhm.

[71:19] I do know what it is. That's why I said

[71:21] teacher. Yes. Yes. Yes.

[71:31] Oh man. Never mind.

[71:35] Just never mind.

[71:39] It's so freaking sad, dude.

[71:43] It's just so sad.

[71:48] It's literally so sad.

[71:55] A rabbi is a Jewish religious teacher or

[71:58] spiritual leader. The word rabbi means

[72:00] my teacher or my master. In the Bible,

[72:03] Jesus is sometimes called rabbi because

[72:05] his disciples recognized him as their

[72:07] teacher. John 1:38 KJV says rabbi, which

[72:11] is to say being interpreted master.

[72:14] >> And I told you I grew up on the King

[72:16] James version. Sorry, I mispronounced

[72:18] it. Rabbi, sorry I mispronounced it.

[72:22] My bad.

[72:39] I'm not okay. Here's Okay, here's Okay.

[72:42] You know, no, I'm not doing this. It's

[72:44] okay. You know, here's the thing,

[72:45] though. Is you guys can come at me all

[72:47] you want. You can judge me all you want.

[72:48] You can be so mean to me all you want.

[72:51] I'm not going to be mean back to you.

[72:53] Okay? I'm not going to.

[72:56] Okay? I'm not. I'm going to do better

[72:59] than most of you on my comments right

[73:00] now. And I'm not going to judge you and

[73:02] I'm not going to come back at you hard.

[73:04] Okay?

[73:09] Y'all can like say whatever you want to

[73:11] say about me, but I'm not here to fight

[73:14] back with you.

[73:16] We might disagree with people, but

[73:18] there's just a really different way of

[73:20] coming at someone a little bit more

[73:22] differently.

[73:28] And some of your comments are very

[73:29] harsh.

[73:32] Very, very harsh.

[73:40] [snorts]

[73:51] Yes.

[73:54] Good night, Holly.

[73:59] It's not about criticism,

[74:11] J. Don't let them get you down.

[74:26] I went to Bible. Oh my goodness. I went

[74:29] to church my entire life. I grew up in a

[74:33] Baptist home for years. And I'm talking

[74:37] about years.

[74:40] Ever since I was born practically when I

[74:43] was I remember I have pictures I grew up

[74:46] I don't know four years old three

[74:48] actually younger than that went to

[74:51] Sunday school

[74:53] I had a youth pastor

[74:55] you guys have no clue how years all the

[74:59] way up until I was 18 years old

[75:04] years.

[75:07] Years

[75:14] I accepted

[75:16] my Lord and Savior at that church, King

[75:18] James V, King James Bible Baptist

[75:21] Church,

[75:23] okay, in Illinois.

[75:26] I was baptized by the holy water by my

[75:29] pastor

[75:31] after I accepted him as my Lord and

[75:33] Savior.

[75:38] Actually, me and Danny did that.

[75:43] I can't tell you how many things we have

[75:46] done in the church.

[75:49] There's just no words that I can ever

[75:50] explain to any of you.

[75:53] at the end of the day.

[76:04] But here's thing, okay? But but you and

[76:06] I are different. God does not take away

[76:09] your salvation just because you still

[76:12] live in sin. Okay? He He won't He will

[76:16] not He It says in the Bible, he will not

[76:18] bolt your name out of that that book. He

[76:21] says it right there and then.

[76:24] He says, "Confess with your own mouth."

[76:29] That's what he says. And to repent of

[76:30] your sins

[76:42] because going to church does not get you

[76:45] to heaven. Going doing good works does

[76:48] not get you to heaven. Um, reading your

[76:51] Bible does not get you to heaven. Yes,

[76:54] you are supposed to know why and why did

[76:56] he come on here? What, you know, things

[76:59] that he taught, things that he did. You

[77:02] should have a relationship. Okay. Yes.

[77:05] 100%. Get to know your heavenly father.

[77:09] What did he do on this earth? What? Like

[77:12] he's the alpha. He's the omega. He's the

[77:14] beginning. He's the end. Okay? He

[77:16] created you and I. He created the world

[77:19] in the beginning. God created the

[77:21] heavens and the earth. Okay? He is an

[77:24] image of you and me. He created you and

[77:27] me.

[77:28] He's a son of man.

[77:35] >> [sighs]

[77:39] >> I know not everything in the Bible I

[77:43] know,

[77:45] but I know a good amount.

[77:48] The Bible, the King James version was a

[77:51] very, very hard

[77:53] language version to grow up with.

[77:58] And I learned by Sunday school and other

[78:03] things of growing up. Okay,

[78:12] I understand what you guys are saying,

[78:16] but y'all have to understand that just

[78:19] because you read the book of Bible and

[78:21] you and you study it, here's here's the

[78:24] thing, okay? You can say when you go to

[78:26] heaven and you see your heavenly father

[78:28] and and you know you haven't accepted

[78:30] him as your Lord and Savior, okay, but

[78:33] you're facing him at judgment day and

[78:36] he's he's like, "Well, I don't see you

[78:38] in the book of life." And you say,

[78:40] "Well, I read your book. I know all

[78:44] about you." Well, did you confess with

[78:47] your own mouth?

[78:49] Did you repent of the sins that I gave

[78:52] on that cross for you to have eternal

[78:54] life? You can just read your Bible. You

[78:58] There's more to just reading your Bible

[78:59] and going to church and doing more of

[79:01] that. It's not about good works. Singing

[79:03] a song does not get you to heaven.

[79:04] Helping a homeless does not get you to

[79:06] heaven. Going to church does not get you

[79:09] to heaven.

[79:13] but accepting your Lord and Savior.

[79:16] Confess by your own mouth and and learn

[79:19] who he is and what he did on this earth

[79:22] for you and for me.

[79:25] And you're sealed by the blood of the

[79:27] lamb. You're covered by the blood of the

[79:28] lamb because he put himself on that

[79:31] cross for you and for me so we could

[79:33] have eternal life through Jesus, our

[79:36] Lord and Savior.

[79:38] And he rose up from the dead three days

[79:40] later. Amen.

[79:45] Listen, listen.

[79:48] God knows my heart. He does not expect

[79:50] me to be perfect. I may have fallen

[79:53] short of the glory of God. And read

[79:55] Romans. Okay. Wages of sin are death,

[79:58] but the gift of eternal life is through

[80:00] Jesus Christ our Lord. Am I not correct?

[80:06] We are living in sin but that does not

[80:08] mean that he will take it out. I'll give

[80:12] you example.

[80:15] I accept him as my Lord and Savior

[80:18] baptized as what God wants us to do. And

[80:23] then and then you know I I I follow

[80:27] Jesus. I'm on the right track. I get to

[80:29] know him. But then I fall short

[80:32] and I do something that I shouldn't do.

[80:37] What would God do?

[80:39] Well, I'm sorry, child, but now I got to

[80:43] take your name out of the book because

[80:44] you did something wrong. It doesn't work

[80:46] like that. It doesn't work like that.

[80:50] What's the point of God getting uh

[80:53] crucified if that was really good? No.

[80:57] Now, do we need to walk with him? Yes.

[80:59] We need to have faith in him and and do

[81:02] what he wants us to do while we're on

[81:04] this earth. Yes, 100%. But that's why

[81:06] when you do sin, you have to go back to

[81:09] him and ask for forgiveness. And you

[81:11] know your heart. If your heart, listen,

[81:14] there is evil and there is good. Okay?

[81:16] And when you do things that we know that

[81:18] Jesus does not want us to do, then you

[81:20] have to go back to him and he will

[81:22] forgive you of all your sins. Okay? He

[81:25] will cleanse you from all your sins.

[81:28] It's like this. It's like

[81:31] um

[81:40] how can I explain this?

[81:46] No, it does not mean that you should

[81:48] keep doing it. No, no, no, no.

[81:52] You should always have a relation with

[81:54] your God. We should always try to do

[81:56] right in God's eyes. Okay? As believers,

[82:01] we should be on this earth doing what we

[82:04] should and how we portray ourselves and

[82:07] what God says in the Bible of what we

[82:09] should do.

[82:12] But because of Adam and Eve, okay, what

[82:16] happened? Does anyone know that story?

[82:17] I'm pretty sure you do. Okay. Okay. We

[82:21] are now sinners because of that. Okay.

[82:26] Okay. If anyone knows about it, read it.

[82:28] Okay. Feel free to. What I'm trying to

[82:30] say is I am not. No.

[82:35] No.

[82:37] I understand nobody and that's fine. You

[82:41] There are so many people on this app

[82:44] that are preaching the word of God. And

[82:48] you know, at the end of the day,

[82:52] it's going to happen regardless if you

[82:53] don't like it or not. There are so many

[82:55] people that are literally sharing the

[82:58] word of God every single day. Every

[83:01] single day. I don't know if you don't

[83:03] see it on TikTok, but there is so many.

[83:06] There's a whole side to that. It's

[83:08] amazing. It is amazing.

[83:12] Amazing, actually. And there was one

[83:15] there was one person

[83:17] there was one person that said something

[83:20] on [clears throat] TikTok about this.

[83:21] Hold up. Hold on.

[83:25] Um

[83:30] ends up the song.

[83:58] >> [snorts]

[83:59] >> It's very important that when we

[84:02] >> let's see

[84:17] [snorts]

[84:31] So here you're right.

[85:06] Hold on.

[85:25] Okay. So, when you share the gospel,

[85:27] okay, I'm going to read a verse to you.

[85:29] It's going to be Mark 16:15 from the

[85:31] KJV. Go ye into all the world and preach

[85:36] the gospel to every creature. tell

[85:38] people about Jesus, his death and

[85:40] resurrection, his love and the salvation

[85:43] he offers, which is a gift, a free gift

[85:47] of eternal life through Jesus Christ our

[85:49] Lord. To confess with your own mouth and

[85:51] to repent of your own sins and to be

[85:53] washed with the blood of the lamb that

[85:55] he that you confess with your own mouth

[85:57] that he got up there on the cross to die

[86:01] for you to do. So basically being

[86:03] crucified for your sins, okay? Your sins

[86:08] to clean you from your sins, the

[86:10] darkness to the light.

[86:15] [sighs and gasps]

[86:16] And that he rose again 3 days later.

[86:21] Amen. That you shall not perish. That

[86:24] you shall not perish in hell for the

[86:26] rest of your life. It's a free gift and

[86:29] all you got to do is confess with your

[86:30] own mouth.

[86:32] I'll continue.

[86:37] But speaking the truth in love, you can

[86:40] stand firmly on God's word while still

[86:42] showing kindness to people who disagree

[86:44] with you.

[86:47] 2 Timothy 2:15.

[86:57] Um, let's see.

[87:00] Where is that one?

[87:03] Um,

[87:06] let's see.

[87:19] [snorts]

[87:30] >> [snorts]

[87:31] >> I'm not an I'm not angry.

[87:35] I'm not angry.

[87:37] What I'm saying is that

[87:40] the Bible is

[87:43] a lot. Okay. And it is a lot of

[87:47] information to understand. Okay. But

[87:52] sometimes it just breaks it down for

[87:53] you. The main thing is for us to show

[87:57] you who Jesus is and what he did for you

[88:00] and for me to have eternal life. Okay?

[88:04] That is what I'm trying to portray here.

[88:07] Now, there are things that most

[88:09] Christians probably forgot about and you

[88:13] know, not forgot about, but like you

[88:15] know, there are c not everything, but

[88:17] there are certain things where I'm like,

[88:19] "Oh, yeah. Okay. I because there's a

[88:21] lot. It's a lot.

[88:24] And you can have a good a good mindset

[88:27] of the Bible and who Jesus is. That is

[88:30] fine. You do not have to memorize every

[88:34] single word in that book. You don't have

[88:36] to remember every single word verse in

[88:38] that book. All you have to do is know

[88:41] who Jesus was and what he did for you

[88:44] and for me and who he was and what he

[88:47] teached to all of us.

[88:50] What was the main thing that he came

[88:52] down here? What did he do?

[88:56] That is what we need to tell everybody

[89:00] who he is. And

[89:04] I understand

[89:06] you. you I understand what a lot of you

[89:08] guys are saying

[89:12] and and a lot of you guys probably have

[89:15] different views of of whatever that

[89:18] that's your right but I should not be

[89:20] afraid to come on here and be who I am

[89:24] listen I will tell you right now I will

[89:26] not be ashamed of of mentioning God's

[89:30] name Jesus sharing the gospel I'm I'm

[89:33] not ashamed of that okay I'm Not

[89:37] I'm not.

[89:40] And

[89:42] if y'all want to criticize me for for

[89:44] doing that, then you should look at your

[89:46] own self.

[89:50] Okay?

[89:52] You should like focus more on yourself.

[89:55] If that's really a problem, no one

[89:57] should ever tell you to stop talking

[89:59] about Jesus. I don't agree with that.

[90:02] I understand you are

[90:06] you are able to disagree with me and

[90:09] that's fine

[90:11] but it is my God's word and listen I am

[90:14] not ashamed of the gospel. I am not

[90:16] ashamed of my salvation. I will preach

[90:18] it to the word. Give me a microphone. I

[90:20] will do it. I will not hide.

[90:24] I haven't hid cuz I won't.

[90:29] I won't

[90:32] I won't do it.

[90:40] And you guys don't have to be here. No

[90:43] one's forcing you to be here,

[90:46] okay? No one's forcing you. There is

[90:49] always room to grow. There is always

[90:52] room to to learn.

[90:56] Even when you do fall short of the glory

[90:58] of God for years and then you come back

[91:00] to your Lord and Savior, you he is there

[91:04] with open loving arms. He will never

[91:08] leave you nor forsake you for I am your

[91:11] Lord. You know another verse is lay your

[91:14] burden into him and I will give you

[91:16] rest. That's what he says, right?

[91:19] Or not not burden um labor.

[91:23] um

[91:26] um

[91:28] labor and I will give you rest.

[91:30] Basically, he's basically saying come to

[91:32] me and I will give you rest. Okay?

[91:34] Whatever it is,

[91:37] I am not perfect. I'm not a perfect

[91:39] Christians. Sometimes I like I said when

[91:43] I said John the Baptist being a

[91:44] disciple, I that was an error. That was

[91:46] a mistake. Now, did was John a disciple?

[91:50] Yes. which kind of got me a little

[91:52] confused because of the word John, but I

[91:54] kind of went too fast and I said John

[91:56] the Baptist. And then what happened? You

[91:58] guys corrected me. I'm like, "Yes,

[91:59] you're right." And I'm like, "Wait a

[92:00] second, but John was um a disciple." And

[92:02] I was right. John was a disciple.

[92:06] But I just said John the Baptist without

[92:08] even trying to slow down. And I made a

[92:12] mistake, but I corrected myself. And

[92:14] that was really what happened yesterday

[92:16] when everybody just like, "Whoa, that's

[92:18] not true. That's not true.

[92:20] But then like it it's just like with the

[92:24] the Bible quiz. Some of you, very few of

[92:26] you got things wrong. But I'm not going

[92:28] to come after you and say you should

[92:30] learn more about the Bible.

[92:33] Like I'm just trying to make you guys

[92:35] understand is that we I wasn't trying to

[92:38] preach it right there. I was just trying

[92:40] to read and just have a discussion with

[92:42] you. Y'all say I was a liar when Jesus

[92:45] rose Lazarus from the dead.

[92:49] Y'all y'all called me a liar.

[92:54] [sighs]

[92:54] And after after he rose Lazarus from the

[92:58] dead, he then because some of these

[93:01] people went to the Pharisees and said,

[93:02] "Look at what this man did." And then he

[93:05] got crucified after he rose Lazarus from

[93:08] the dead.

[93:12] And then y'all called me a liar.

[93:15] But it says it right there in the Bible.

[93:21] Yes, you did. Yes, you did.

[93:26] Yes, you did.

[93:31] And then

[93:32] and then they were all saying that to

[93:36] Jesus, um, if we rolled away the stone,

[93:39] it's going to be an odor for 4 days

[93:41] because that's how long he's been in

[93:42] there.

[93:50] And I even said it. You know what Jesus'

[93:52] first miracle was? I'll tell you. He had

[93:55] six um or he told them to have six jars

[93:58] cuz they they were out of wine and they

[94:00] wanted more wine. So then, and this was

[94:02] Jesus' first miracle. He said to go get

[94:05] six jars, fill them up with water. And

[94:08] guess what happened? He turned water

[94:10] into wine. Okay? Then he called all of

[94:13] his disciples to be to follow Jesus to

[94:16] be fishers of men. Okay. Okay. There's a

[94:19] um apostles and then disciples. Okay.

[94:21] And I just want to make myself very

[94:23] clear because I do know in fact what I'm

[94:26] talking about and I want you guys to

[94:28] understand that I do. Okay? You want to

[94:30] talk about um Noah and Moses and all of

[94:33] that. We can go into depth. The David,

[94:36] Goliath, all of it. All of it.

[94:40] All of it. What what did the disciples

[94:42] do? Um remember Judah? Judah um betrayed

[94:46] Jesus for for money. Okay. They were

[94:50] sitting at the table

[94:52] and Jesus says, "One of you will betray

[94:54] me."

[94:56] Uh-huh. Uhhuh. The last supper is before

[94:58] he actually was crucified. Okay. Okay.

[95:01] Who remembers when God told Moses to

[95:05] build an ark, how to make it, what to

[95:08] do, everything. And everyone literally

[95:10] was like, "What is he doing?" Making fun

[95:13] of him like he's crazy. But he listened

[95:16] to God to tell him what to do. Take two

[95:20] animals of each and put him in the ark.

[95:24] Then the flood happened. Then what did

[95:26] God promise the people after the huge

[95:28] flood? That he would put a rainbow and

[95:31] it would never and that meant that he

[95:33] would never flood the earth again. Okay.

[95:36] Next one. Jonah. Let's talk about Jonah.

[95:38] Okay, Jonah,

[95:41] God told him to go to Nazareth.

[95:43] Nazareth, can't really pronounce it, but

[95:45] a place. Now, Jonah didn't do it. So,

[95:48] what happened? Well, they were all on a

[95:50] boat. Um, actually, no, that's that's

[95:53] not right. Not a boat. Um, wait, hold

[95:56] on. I'm I'm I think I'm getting Peter

[95:59] and Jonah mixed up. Give me a second.

[96:03] Hold on. Right. Just hold on. Hold on. I

[96:07] think it was Jonah on a boat

[96:11] and I think he got thrown out. Yes, I

[96:15] think so.

[96:16] I just want to make sure

[96:26] before I say something. Okay. [sighs]

[96:30] Um,

[96:35] what does it say?

[96:38] I do know. Hold on a second.

[96:43] Is that what I'm talking about?

[96:47] But but here's the it's it's I'm going

[96:48] into more depth though. I'm going into

[96:50] more depth. Okay. Let's talk about um

[96:53] the firstborn. Okay. and how they I

[96:55] think it's the firstborn and the um

[96:59] where they came knocking on doors and

[97:02] killing the firstborn. Okay. Okay. And

[97:06] then let's talk about, you know, the

[97:08] three wise men. Okay. And the manger and

[97:11] all of that. Okay. Okay. And then David

[97:15] and then Goliath. Just so many. And then

[97:19] Moses. And then the Oh my word. The Oh

[97:23] my gosh.

[97:24] I could go into so much depth into

[97:27] [snorts] all of this. Peter, Peter was

[97:29] the first the first um not Peter. Uh

[97:37] dear God, please

[97:40] please Lord help me.

[97:54] [snorts]

[97:54] [sighs]

[98:11] >> [gasps]

[98:27] >> The bottom line with Jonah

[98:30] is that God wanted him to do something

[98:33] and Jonah did not listen and so God sent

[98:37] a whale to swallow him for 3 days and 3

[98:40] days 3 days three nights and then he

[98:43] eventually spit him out and he followed

[98:45] God's um obedience and he went to that

[98:49] place to tell them

[98:51] okay okay

[98:53] I understand

[98:56] there are certain things that

[98:59] I'm not going to speak on unless I'm

[99:01] 100%

[99:03] knowing exactly what I'm saying. Okay?

[99:06] Do I misspeak? Yes. Do I say things that

[99:09] I miss? Yes. I'm not perfect. Okay. But

[99:13] I know what I did and said was mostly

[99:16] 100% correct. Okay.

[99:19] And

[99:21] but again, but again, [clears throat]

[99:24] no, what I'm saying is y'all just

[99:37] [snorts]

[99:39] nidia. Okay. Yes, I cannot pronounce

[99:43] certain words.

[99:51] >> [snorts]

[100:01] [sighs]

[100:03] >> No, Noah did. Not Moses. No, Noah.

[100:11] No. Cuz it's just frustrating.

[100:15] Yes. Noah build the ark.

[100:20] No, Noah. I'm trying to like get

[100:23] everything out of my freaking mouth that

[100:25] I want to get out of.

[100:30] No, Moses did not. I'm sorry if I said

[100:33] it. I'm just getting I'm trying to get

[100:34] everything out of there. I just need to

[100:35] just slow down, dude. Cuz it's just

[100:42] Can y'all just stop judging me? Please

[100:45] stop.

[100:48] Like please.

[101:13] [sighs]

[101:22] Listen,

[101:25] listen here.

[101:28] We [snorts] are just having a

[101:29] discussion.

[101:31] OD.

[101:33] Oh man.

[102:09] Okay, I'm sorry for saying moveas. I'm

[102:11] just It's just really kind of hard for

[102:14] me because I sometimes I I guess I was

[102:17] going a little too fast and uh I was

[102:19] trying to get a lot out there, so I kind

[102:21] of just like rolled off my tongue. So,

[102:23] no, Noah built the ark, not Moses.

[102:26] Moses. What the story about Moses is

[102:29] Moses um uh I remember uh the um the

[102:33] mother uh put Moses in a ba in a basket

[102:36] and on the river um it was about the

[102:39] burning bush um it was a way of God to

[102:42] reveal himself. Uh cuz I guess when he

[102:46] [clears throat]

[102:51] I think that's what happened with the 10

[102:53] plagues is I believe I believe because

[102:55] when

[103:00] give me a second my head is just all I

[103:04] believe that that's when the pharaoh

[103:08] I know about the burning bush

[103:11] and when

[103:16] maybe a second.

[103:20] No, just I'm just my head is just

[103:35] No, I'm just so like just Oh my word.

[103:40] No, I'm not clueless. I'm just

[103:42] overthinking.

[103:43] I'm just overthinking right now. I'm on

[103:45] the I'm on

[103:48] Y'all are just all looking at me and

[103:49] it's just, you know, I'm probably

[103:51] overwhelmed right now.

[103:55] I'm not clueless.

[103:57] I'm not clueless.

[104:12] Oh my word.

[105:16] >> [snorts]

[105:18] >> Okay, just give I'm just give me a about

[105:20] the Moses. Okay, I'm just really kind of

[105:22] just collecting myself so I can get my

[105:26] point across.

[105:31] Moses

[105:35] in that time Pharaoh

[105:41] was I guess subjected to not subjected

[105:44] it was a rule that they were supposed to

[105:46] kill the boy babies. Okay.

[105:54] And when Moses was in the water in the

[105:58] river, Pharaoh's daughter

[106:02] raised Moses.

[106:06] When Moses was old enough, God called

[106:11] him to a burning bush

[106:14] and said, "Go get my people

[106:19] and let them go." Because it was the

[106:20] Israelites um slavery. Okay?

[106:25] So God went back and said to release

[106:27] them and Pharaoh did not. So what end up

[106:32] what ended up happening was the plagues.

[106:35] He sent the plagues to Pharaoh. Okay.

[106:39] The locust, all of that. No, I'm not

[106:41] gonna stop because I know I'm right. I

[106:44] know I'm right. Tell me I'm wrong. Tell

[106:46] me I'm wrong. Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me

[106:50] I'm wrong.

[106:54] Tell me. Tell me I'm wrong right now.

[107:00] Okay. How? Okay. And how how how am I

[107:03] wrong?

[107:05] So, so, so, so, so when Moses grew up,

[107:08] right, and God God didn't call him to a

[107:10] burning bush and said to let my people

[107:13] go.

[107:15] No,

[107:17] no,

[107:19] no,

[107:21] no. That's wrong.

[107:23] Okay. So, how am I wrong?

[107:27] How am I wrong?

[107:33] How am I wrong? No, no, no. How am I

[107:36] wrong? How am I wrong?

[107:42] What I'm Okay. What I'm saying is that

[107:44] he Okay. All I'm saying, not not called,

[107:47] but I'm just saying that like with Moses

[107:48] and the burning bush, God told him

[107:51] through a burning bush to go back to

[107:53] them and say, "Let my people go."

[107:57] But he did not. No. So, Pharaoh's

[108:00] daughter didn't didn't raise um didn't

[108:02] didn't raise Moses.

[108:24] >> [snorts]

[108:31] >> No, I'm just saying

[108:34] y'all are saying that I'm wrong,

[108:37] but the story is the story.

[108:41] I don't understand. Like I Okay, fine. I

[108:44] You are wrong. Okay, I'm wrong. I know

[108:47] I'm not, but okay, that's fine.

[108:50] Gabby, they're just trolling you at this

[108:51] point. No, I know.

[108:53] No, I know they are.

[108:56] I know they are. It's not. But when it's

[108:59] it's like

[109:03] you're I I don't know. I just

[109:21] [snorts] Okay.

[109:24] Okay.

[111:42] >> [snorts]

[112:37] [clears throat]

[112:43] >> Okay. Okay. So, we will Okay. Okay. So,

[112:48] tell Okay. So, tell me

[112:50] about Moses.

[112:53] So, I will answer your question. So,

[112:55] what what end up happening? Okay. I can

[112:57] keep going with the story. Okay. Okay.

[113:00] So, if I can, please. Thank you. Cuz

[113:03] there's still more story. So um when so

[113:05] so basically okay the story is let me

[113:10] repeat this again okay okay

[113:14] Moses was found in a river okay and

[113:19] Pharaoh's daughter raised him in a

[113:21] palace okay the Israelites was a slavery

[113:26] okay that the Pharisees didn't like the

[113:28] Israelites okay

[113:33] When he left,

[113:36] he went by a burning bush and God spoke

[113:40] to him through a burning bush.

[113:46] I believe, but I'm not wrong. Correct me

[113:50] if I'm wrong, but God, no, Moses, I

[113:53] don't think Moses really believed it was

[113:55] him. So, I believe that he did something

[113:59] to

[114:01] make Moses believe that it was him.

[114:04] And I don't really I don't I'm sorry. I

[114:06] I I know it's something, but I just

[114:08] don't I don't know if it I really can't

[114:10] remember. But there was something that

[114:12] God did to show Moses it was him through

[114:15] the burning bush. After that, and

[114:18] correct me if I'm wrong if you know it.

[114:19] I'm just having a blank. After that,

[114:24] um he went God told Moses to go get his

[114:29] people.

[114:31] So Moses went back to Pharaoh and said,

[114:35] "Release the people. Let my people go."

[114:37] Now, he did not. That's when the plagues

[114:40] happened,

[114:42] [sighs]

[114:43] and correct me if I'm wrong, but I'm

[114:45] having a little brain fart here. I do

[114:48] know that Moses got them out, and they

[114:52] and Moses, God told Moses where to go.

[114:56] And I think it's something with the sea.

[114:58] I don't know. Is the land

[115:00] I don't remember. Um I I think it was

[115:03] just a land where God wanted to take

[115:06] them. Um feel free to correct me. Um and

[115:11] then

[115:14] and then

[115:20] it was um he parted the Red Sea to get

[115:23] past. Okay. God said to take his hand

[115:28] and hit it and it parted the sea so they

[115:30] can get past. Okay. After that, the

[115:35] Israelites were hungry, thirsty. So God

[115:38] told him to take I think it was a stick

[115:41] or a rod and it was a rock and hit

[115:46] Moses did believe. Yes, I know Moses did

[115:48] believe it was God, but there was some I

[115:50] remember there was something that in

[115:51] that moment that God did something in

[115:54] that moment to show Moses it was God.

[115:59] I don't remember what that was, but I

[116:02] know it was something that God

[116:06] did in that moment to show that it was

[116:09] it was God. To show Moses it was God.

[116:12] Anyway, so they were hungry and thirsty

[116:15] and so God said, "Hit the um the the

[116:19] rock with my with with the um

[116:23] with your rod." And he did.

[116:26] And he lit a burning bush. Yes, I

[116:30] understand that. But there is something

[116:32] there is something that he did. I'm

[116:35] telling you, right, the staff. Yes.

[116:38] What was the message Moses got? I just

[116:41] said it. I just said it.

[116:45] God said to go back to Pharaoh and tell

[116:48] them to let my people go.

[116:51] Pharaoh didn't like the um Israelites.

[116:54] So God said, "Moses, go get my people."

[116:57] But there was

[116:59] I'm telling you right now, I'm not I I

[117:01] know I'm I'm right. There was something

[117:03] by that burning in the bush that God did

[117:05] something and and told Moses to do

[117:08] something to show that it was God.

[117:13] I'm telling you. I'm not like I'm I'm

[117:16] telling you guys.

[117:20] I'm telling you.

[117:25] Tell me I'm wrong.

[117:29] Anyway,

[117:30] after that, God told Moses to take the

[117:33] Ten Commandments, to lay it on a stone.

[117:38] Okay,

[117:40] I know Moses was the one that God said

[117:42] to lay out the Ten Commandments on that

[117:44] stone up in the mountain.

[117:50] Tell me I'm wrong.

[117:54] Tell me I'm wrong.

[117:59] Am I wrong?

[118:06] No. But am I wrong?

[118:25] The story is is that God told Moses to

[118:29] go back to let the people go. Okay. I

[118:33] don't know why. Like,

[118:36] no. My word. Stop it.

[118:55] Yes. A serpent, a snake. Thank you.

[119:00] Thank you. Correct. Thank you.

[119:04] So go back to let my people go. The

[119:06] Israelites. Yes.

[119:09] Yes.

[119:16] I need to get this person out of here

[119:19] after I just saw that.

[119:21] You are definitely a troll. Um

[119:44] It's making zero sense. You're free.

[119:46] Feel free to read um read the Bible.

[120:06] Well,

[120:28] what was the point? The bo the point is

[120:31] to listen to God when he tells you to do

[120:33] something and to trust in him.

[120:47] and he will not leave you.

[120:52] You follow his

[120:54] commands

[120:56] and obey him.

[121:02] Why is my thing going off?

[121:09] Where's my dex cam?

[121:12] Okay, now [clears throat] it's fine.

[121:15] [snorts]

[122:13] You want to know something?

[122:18] I would love to. And here's my point,

[122:21] right?

[122:25] The bottom line is it might not be word

[122:28] for word, but I basically point I I I

[122:31] just The thing is, y'all is that you

[122:34] expect me to do word for word for word

[122:38] for word. Okay. Okay.

[122:42] Name one story in the Bible. Do you know

[122:45] Jesus? Do you know what he did? And I

[122:49] will tell you right now, there's a lot

[122:51] of people in this world have no clue who

[122:53] he is. Not even a verse, not even a

[122:56] story, not even a single thing about our

[122:59] Lord Jesus Christ.

[123:03] Not even one. And not and so I'm not

[123:07] perfect,

[123:08] but I will sit here right now and saying

[123:10] yes, I always need to study and learn

[123:12] more and grow from it. Yes. But do I

[123:15] know the basic things that Jesus has

[123:17] done and what he did for us? Absolutely

[123:19] 100%. And I'm not ashamed to admit that.

[123:24] I am not ashamed to admit that. Today we

[123:28] are having a discussion about the Bible.

[123:31] I'm not here preaching. I'm here to

[123:35] discuss this. That is where this is

[123:37] coming from. This is just a a discussion

[123:40] between all of us. This is not me up

[123:42] here.

[123:44] Like that's not and I don't want people

[123:45] to mistaken that. I'm here to have a

[123:48] conversation with y'all and I think

[123:49] you're taking it a really different a

[123:51] different way and it's not that's not

[123:52] what I'm doing here.

[123:55] There is a thing of having just a Bible

[123:57] study and you know you can correct and I

[124:02] can correct and if I'm missing

[124:03] something, you could even jump in and

[124:05] say it. It's it's not a big deal.

[124:10] It's called learning.

[124:14] Imagine Jesus sitting in a field

[124:20] with all the children

[124:22] and he's sitting right here, okay? And

[124:25] he's teaching them

[124:28] about his word.

[124:32] Now, you know, I understand

[124:37] certain things

[124:39] um

[124:42] certain things

[124:44] are not, you know, word for word and

[124:48] that's, you know,

[125:04] >> [snorts]

[125:12] >> I mean, we could do that, too, if you

[125:14] want to. I mean, that's fine with me.

[125:20] Well, y'all are coming after me in a in

[125:22] a way, and it's like, whoa. It's like

[125:23] I'm trying my hardest, but it's hard.

[125:27] And I think a lot of people are trolling

[125:28] me right now to get me fired up. And I

[125:31] do believe that. And I am trying my

[125:33] hardest to control it. I am trying so

[125:36] hard.

[125:37] But it's something that when people come

[125:40] at me like that, it it it is just when I

[125:43] speak the word of God, it

[125:47] because I know my purpose and I know

[125:49] what I'm trying like I I don't like it's

[126:11] Okay.

[126:37] Well,

[126:41] it is very hard not to get defensive.

[126:43] Yes, it is. It's hard.

[126:47] It's very hard.

[127:04] >> [sighs]

[127:05] >> Leiana.

[127:42] >> [sighs]

[128:19] >> Not really.

[128:22] [cough and clears throat]

[129:32] I understand.

[131:25] Don't look at my phone, please.

[131:28] Don't look at my phone.

[131:30] >> What is your problem? Because you have a

[131:32] problem with

[131:32] >> No, I don't.

[131:34] >> No, I just said don't don't look at my

[131:36] phone.

[131:36] >> You're being a dick.

[131:37] >> Well,

[131:39] >> look at my phone all the time.

[131:41] >> Oh,

[131:44] you got something to hide?

[131:45] >> No.

[131:46] >> Well, then you should be fine.

[131:50] >> Fine. Look at it.

[131:53] Good.

[131:55] I am not going to [clears throat] hide.

[131:56] >> I don't need to look at you. Come on. Go

[131:57] ahead. Look at it.

[131:58] >> Just don't be a dick.

[132:00] >> Well, I'm just saying

[132:02] [snorts]

[133:19] Okay.

[134:03] Thank you, little Lou.

[134:08] Thank you.

[134:28] Well,

[134:31] no. I I'm I'm not like I'm not I'm just

[134:33] I'm trying to compose myself in the best

[134:36] way I can right now. And that is why I'm

[134:38] choosing what to say and how to say it.

[134:40] Okay. I'm not trying to ignore you. I

[134:43] see your comments, but I'm trying my

[134:44] hardest to just watch what I say, okay?

[134:48] Cuz I'm just

[134:57] I'm not mad. I'm not mad. I just think

[135:00] I'm not [clears throat] mad and I'm

[135:02] sorry for coming off me, me just being a

[135:04] little bit

[135:06] I don't know. It's just hard for me when

[135:08] people come at me in in a certain way in

[135:10] the comment sections when I'm trying to

[135:12] have a

[135:14] discussion and trying to make not make

[135:16] my point across or get my point across.

[135:19] It's just very overwhelming when you're

[135:21] on the spot and you're you like like you

[135:25] know it's like when you are you know a

[135:27] speech or whatever you get stumbled on

[135:29] your words and all eyes are on you and

[135:32] sometimes you know you just kind of like

[135:34] whoops and it's I'm not perfect but am I

[135:37] trying? Yes. Am I

[135:40] I [clears throat] don't like it was just

[135:42] it's a lot when you're trying your

[135:45] hardest

[135:47] and you mean good by it. It is just more

[135:49] like um and I think a lot of it was

[135:53] trolls coming after me and I think I

[135:55] just let it get to my head

[135:58] because at the end of the day it's um

[136:32] >> [sighs]

[137:52] [snorts]

[137:57] >> No, it's fine.

[138:01] No, it's fine.

[138:08] Let's just talk about something

[138:09] different.

[138:36] I'm not mad.

[138:58] We're running out of time. Don't buckle,

[139:00] Gabby. That's what the devil wants. You

[139:02] have to let go of your old self.

[139:06] [sighs]

[139:07] Yeah.

[139:09] Well, you know what?

[139:12] I'm not perfect, [clears throat] but

[139:13] he's is shaping me.

[139:17] You know, at the end of the day, at the

[139:19] end of the day, you know, you can choose

[139:21] to come at me all you want. Okay? Judge

[139:23] me all you want. Okay? I guess you know,

[139:25] I guess you can judge me. Okay? Whatever

[139:28] whatever your heart wants to do, but at

[139:31] the end of the day,

[139:34] at the end of the day, I'm going to say

[139:35] this as loud as I can

[139:38] respectfully.

[139:42] I know where my soul is going to go when

[139:45] I die. and I'd leave this earth. I can

[139:49] promise you that. Just because I'm not

[139:52] 100%

[139:54] an expert on the Bible and know word for

[139:57] word, I know where my soul still stands.

[140:02] I know where my heart is.

[140:06] And God is the only one

[140:09] that can judge me.

[140:13] and if I can have eternal life or if I'm

[140:16] going to the pits of hell.

[140:20] You all do not have a say.

[140:24] He is the only one that does.

[140:30] And I am not perfect.

[140:35] I'm not.

[140:40] But it doesn't really matter anymore

[140:46] because y'all are just going to

[140:50] come at me

[140:52] here, here, here, here.

[140:55] When people come at somebody, of course

[140:58] I'm going to get defensive. Of course

[141:00] I'm going to get angry because it's like

[141:02] it's like I'm having so many people come

[141:04] at me at once. It's like I'm going to

[141:07] explode. It's too much. It's

[141:08] overwhelming.

[141:10] I'm only one person. Imagine having so

[141:13] many people come at you in different

[141:15] angles. How can you not?

[141:19] How can you not? It is so hard to handle

[141:24] what I just had to handle.

[141:27] And I tried my best. Yes, I freaked out.

[141:30] Yes, I got Yeah, I understand that

[141:33] and I'm sorry. But like at the end of

[141:35] the day, it's like

[141:37] it's not easy in my shoes when I'm

[141:40] listening to all of these comments. I'm

[141:42] trying to

[141:44] speak about certain things and and my

[141:47] head is just overwhelmed with what

[141:50] you're saying, how I'm trying to say it.

[141:52] I'm I guess I got confused and it was

[141:55] just it it just went into a whole

[141:57] different direction

[141:59] and I just get overwhelmed.

[142:01] When I get overwhelmed, I overthink and

[142:04] I just then

[142:07] what? And so forth, whatever.

[142:10] I think I mean, I'm not going. It wasn't

[142:14] It wasn't me teaching anything. Again,

[142:17] it wasn't me preaching about anything.

[142:20] It was just a discussion. And I just

[142:22] didn't know that having a discussion

[142:24] would lead to I just didn't really

[142:29] it wasn't the purpose of my live

[142:31] tonight. It was just a discussion

[142:34] and I think we're allowed to have a

[142:36] discussion.

[142:37] >> I want this shirt

[142:50] pop.

[142:51] She's

[143:10] Yes, it can be a discussion, but you

[143:11] didn't need to prove you were right. And

[143:12] I'm sorry if I came across a a different

[143:15] way. I think I just it got to my head

[143:17] just a little bit and maybe I did come

[143:19] off a little bit. um

[143:22] uh you know in a in a type of way and

[143:28] and I'm sorry. I just didn't know it was

[143:31] just a lot of you guys coming after me

[143:33] and I didn't know how to handle it

[143:34] really well and it was just it was a lot

[143:39] for me to take in I guess and I just

[143:42] didn't know how to

[143:45] really handle it to be honest.

[143:51] Yeah, I just kind of snapped at him.

[143:57] It just it felt like you guys were

[143:58] coming after me. It's really It really

[144:00] did feel like that. And I think my I

[144:02] [snorts] I just in the in the moment I I

[144:04] just kind of got caught up with with all

[144:07] of your comments and I couldn't really

[144:08] think clearly. I I couldn't. It was just

[144:11] like, okay, it's just way too much right

[144:13] now. Things are going in my head. like

[144:15] and I probably what I probably should

[144:16] have done was I probably should have

[144:17] slowed down and I think it just kind of

[144:20] got to me and I just kind of blah

[144:24] and I think that's where I probably

[144:27] shouldn't have done that

[144:30] cuz I think it kind of got it a little

[144:32] bit out of hand.

[144:34] So,

[144:38] I'm listening and I hear you and I see

[144:42] you.

[144:47] I understand.

[144:50] I understand.

[144:52] And I'm not perfect, but I'm working on

[144:54] it. I understand what you're saying.

[145:03] No, no. I just I had a moment where I

[145:05] just kind of snapped cuz it was just

[145:07] irritated.

[145:17] We can drop it. That's fine.

[145:27] I'm not judging you. I'm not judging

[145:29] you. I mean, I'm feeling I'm getting

[145:31] judged, but like the thing is is that

[145:58] No, I'm not trying. I'm not trying to

[146:00] say that you are. I just felt like

[146:06] I don't know. I just felt

[146:18] it's just not easy when you're up here

[146:20] and you're just It's not easy. It's

[146:22] really not.

[146:23] It's hard. It's really hard.

[146:29] It's really not easy. And people think

[146:30] it's easy, then it's not easy.

[146:35] I understand. It's just not easy. And

[146:37] it's like you're all eyes on you. And it

[146:40] it's just it's you're on the spot

[146:43] and it's it's like you can't erase it.

[146:47] So

[146:49] like, you know, it's

[146:56] Yeah.

[146:58] A1

[147:54] I don't know. Maybe.

[148:02] >> No, you're fine.

[149:01] Am

[149:06] I mad about the concert? No, actually,

[149:10] no, I'm not.

[149:15] And respectfully, Miss Brad Lehi,

[149:19] um

[149:21] [clears throat] uh there is obviously a

[149:22] lot you have to repent for.

[149:26] Okay. Um first of all, you are not God.

[149:31] What makes you think you can come in

[149:32] here and be like and say that?

[149:37] I'm pretty sure I can say the same thing

[149:39] about you.

[149:44] Okay.

[149:51] Okay. But you don't have to come in here

[149:52] and sit here and say Gabby Gabby Gabby

[149:54] Gabby Gabby. You you you you do the who?

[149:59] No.

[150:00] Please don't do that. You can focus on

[150:03] your own self. You can have a

[150:05] relationship with your own God. You can

[150:06] repent of your own sins. But please do

[150:08] not come in here and tell me what I have

[150:10] to do.

[150:13] I think I need to do it myself. And I

[150:16] think nobody needs to tell me what to do

[150:19] respectfully.

[150:21] Okay? because you would not like being

[150:22] told that you should do this and you

[150:24] should repent for this

[150:27] >> because of things that you have said in

[150:29] the past.

[150:31] >> Okay.

[150:53] No, I just don't think that there's a

[150:55] way that you guys should come at me and

[150:56] say that. I don't think so.

[151:09] People.

[151:30] >> Yeah, I know. Aaron

[152:19] That's fine. You can email me.

[152:34] Okay. So, we're the new believers. Okay.

[152:36] So, basically, okay, so we we get some

[152:39] stories, you know, mixed up. Okay, I

[152:41] understand that. But what what the story

[152:42] of the new believer should really

[152:44] understand is what Jesus and I've said

[152:47] this before, y'all. what Jesus came to

[152:50] do, what he's about, and what he that is

[152:54] the that is the main point. The

[152:56] salvation and the gift of eternal life.

[152:58] That's it. To show everybody that are

[153:01] new or have no idea who Jesus is, to

[153:04] show people who Jesus was and what he's

[153:06] doing for you and for me so y'all can

[153:08] have eternal life. That is the main

[153:10] thing. And then the next thing is to

[153:12] understand who he is in the Bible and

[153:15] what he's done. and then all the stories

[153:17] and and it gets bigger and bigger and

[153:19] bigger to have a relationship with God.

[153:21] But the main point of it all is that

[153:22] there's a heaven and there's hell and

[153:25] that's it. And the main thing that that

[153:28] I was always focusing on is salvation.

[153:31] Okay? Salvation. What Jesus came to do.

[153:36] And what did he do? God sent his son to

[153:39] die on the cross for you and for me so

[153:42] we could live eternal life through Jesus

[153:44] Christ our Lord. Yes, about the Bible

[153:47] stories and all of that. Yes, understand

[153:50] that side 100%.

[153:53] But the main focus of saying there's a

[153:55] heaven, there's a hell. When you die

[153:56] tonight, where are you going to go?

[153:59] Where are you going to go?

[154:11] [snorts]

[155:26] >> [snorts]

[155:39] >> And a lot of people are going to

[155:40] disagree with me, but yes, when you are

[155:45] when you accepted Jesus Christ as our

[155:47] Lord and Savior and you

[155:50] are a child of God and you accepted him

[155:53] and he,

[155:56] you know,

[155:58] put you in the book of life um after you

[156:00] confess with your own mouth and he asked

[156:03] if you do any of these sins, murder,

[156:08] break the ten commandments, anything

[156:10] like that, you are still going to go to

[156:14] heaven. But you will have to

[156:17] meet him

[156:19] and that is when judgment will happen

[156:21] and you will have to answer to him. But

[156:24] will he boast your name out of the book

[156:26] of life? No.

[156:28] Because he sent his son to die for you

[156:30] and me. And that is the that's the

[156:33] gloriness. That's the that's that's the

[156:35] that's the amazing thing about all of

[156:37] this is that that is the only reason why

[156:39] he did what he did. Nothing else.

[156:43] Should he not do that? No.

[156:47] But he did it.

[156:50] But you're going to have to see him one

[156:51] day in heaven. And that [clears throat]

[156:53] is judgment day.

[156:57] Blasphemy. Not this time. Using the Holy

[157:00] Spirit.

[157:01] That's the only thing that is

[157:03] unforgivable

[157:04] is making fun of the Holy Spirit.

[157:25] I'm not saying I'm not saying

[157:28] um well here here's here here's a good

[157:31] example. Caleb, wasn't Caleb um a

[157:34] Christian who is now going to jail for

[157:37] murder?

[157:42] Now he was Now he's going to have to

[157:43] answer to someone the high like a higher

[157:46] up. And if I'm not mistaken, I know

[157:49] Caleb was was a pastor.

[157:55] Now, should he do that? No. He's going

[157:57] to answer to him one day.

[158:11] Yes, judgment day is for that, too. But

[158:15] when you meet your God above, like when

[158:17] So, I'm saved, right? And I'm going to

[158:18] go to heaven when I when I'm done here,

[158:21] when he calls us home.

[158:23] And when I meet with him, he is going to

[158:27] judge me on the things that are not of

[158:30] what I should have done here on this

[158:32] earth.

[158:33] And I'll [clears throat] lose rewards

[158:34] for it. Okay? Rewards as far as, you

[158:38] know, like, okay, for things that we

[158:40] should do on this earth is talk about

[158:41] Jesus and the salvation and teach

[158:44] people, you know, who he is and what he

[158:46] is and to do things in the Bible what we

[158:50] should do here on earth. Okay? Okay. And

[158:52] there are rewards in heaven that we get

[158:54] by things that we do in the Bible as

[158:56] what he tells us to do. But things that

[158:58] we don't and things that like the sin or

[159:01] any any sin that we've done or anything

[159:04] anything we are going to have to face

[159:06] him.

[159:14] You don't know about his salvation?

[159:18] Can you can you tell me?

[159:25] Will you apologize to God for not

[159:27] knowing that there isn't a Lazarus?

[159:29] Excuse me.

[159:34] You might want to go pick up your Bible

[159:37] because there is. And Jesus did raise

[159:40] him from the dead.

[159:42] Sure

[159:44] did. He actually when Jesus was

[159:46] crucified

[159:49] and he was put to death. He was in the

[159:52] tomb 3 days later. He rose and our Lord

[159:54] and Savior Jesus Christ is alive right

[159:56] now and he's coming back. We are living

[159:59] in the end of days. Read Revelation.

[160:02] We are living in the end of days.

[160:05] Everything that is happening right now

[160:06] in today's world is leading up to him

[160:10] returning. and he is going to come get

[160:12] his bride. The bride represents the

[160:15] church. We are the church and he will

[160:18] come for us very soon.

[160:22] So I pray for your soul. I just I pray

[160:25] for your soul. Now, I'm not here saying

[160:28] that I'm perfect

[160:30] and I will never be perfect.

[160:34] And

[160:38] it is just a very

[160:41] powerful meaning

[160:44] when

[161:02] No, no.

[161:05] In the Bible, it says, "Whoever

[161:07] confesses with their mouth to know that

[161:09] I am Lord and Savior

[161:11] and that he who died on the cross for

[161:13] you and me and to repent of your sins

[161:17] and but to believe on him

[161:21] will have eternal life through Jesus

[161:23] Christ our Lord."

[161:25] God sent his son Jesus to die for you

[161:28] and for me because we are sinners. Okay.

[161:32] Lying, cheating, adultery, um

[161:36] e any of that stuff, y'all. Just lust,

[161:40] everything,

[161:41] everything. Anything. Getting tattoos,

[161:44] listening to devil music, listening to

[161:46] bad moods, dancing, anything.

[161:49] Anything that you have done on this

[161:51] earth, he sent his son to die for you

[161:55] and for me.

[161:57] And yes, when you are washed in like so,

[162:00] you're supposed to confess with your

[162:02] mouth and then the Bible says to be

[162:04] baptized um by the Holy, you know, the

[162:07] Holy Spirit um to cleanse you from your

[162:10] all your sins after you accept him as

[162:13] your Lord and Savior. [snorts] And so

[162:17] that is where you should walk with

[162:22] I mean the devil's music. I mean, you

[162:24] know, like bad music, things that listen

[162:27] There are some music out there that you

[162:28] shouldn't listen to it. Okay? You

[162:30] shouldn't. Uh it's not godly. Um or like

[162:34] getting a tattoo or piercings on your

[162:35] body and things like that. Like there's

[162:37] just a lot of different things that we

[162:38] shouldn't be doing.

[162:41] Um

[162:42] like you know, using God's name in Yeah.

[162:45] God's name in vain. Um breaking the ten

[162:48] commandments.

[162:50] Um a lot of things that we shouldn't do

[162:52] here on this earth.

[162:57] And after you accept Jesus as your Lord

[163:00] and Savior, you should walk with him.

[163:02] You should have him every single day

[163:06] knowing more about him, knowing who he

[163:08] is, and having a relationship with God.

[163:12] What I'm saying is

[163:15] sometimes

[163:16] even though you have accepted him as

[163:20] your Lord and Savior,

[163:22] we still fall short of the glory of God.

[163:24] Sometimes we there's so much temptation

[163:27] here on this earth that sometimes we

[163:29] just fall short and we're not perfect

[163:33] and he knows that. But as Christians

[163:36] when we do fall short we all we need to

[163:38] like always remember to go back to him.

[163:41] And that is something that a lot of us

[163:43] well I mean not a lot of us but maybe

[163:45] most of us have you know struggles with

[163:47] and that's fine. It's we're we're not

[163:49] perfect and he knows that.

[163:53] My thing is is that if that did happen,

[163:56] not saying you should get saved and then

[163:58] just walk out in sin. No. What I'm

[164:01] trying to say is when you are covered by

[164:04] the blood of the lamb and you have Jesus

[164:07] in your heart and you are once you

[164:09] confess with your own mouth and you're

[164:10] in the book of on the book of life,

[164:14] God says in the Bible, he will not

[164:15] bought your boat your name out of that

[164:18] book.

[164:19] Okay? He says it in a in [clears throat]

[164:21] a verse. I think it's Matthew. Don't

[164:23] quote me, but I know he says that and

[164:26] it's true. Now, should you do that? No.

[164:29] But if you did, you will not get

[164:33] yourself. You You cannot lose your

[164:34] salvation.

[164:36] You cannot lose it.

[164:39] It says in the Bible that you will not

[164:40] lose your salvation.

[164:45] And so,

[164:47] yes, I understand. I have my own sins

[164:50] that I have on this earth and I have to

[164:53] repent to my Lord and Savior about them

[164:57] and I will have to meet with my Lord and

[165:01] Savior when I get to heaven and explain

[165:04] to him what I did and why I did those.

[165:07] That's my own fault.

[165:10] But there are things that there are

[165:12] reward systems in heaven for things that

[165:14] we've done here on this earth.

[165:28] What I'm trying to say though is that we

[165:31] all sin. And I don't understand why I

[165:34] have to keep on repeating myself. And

[165:39] I understand everyone has their own

[165:40] beliefs and and everything, but I just

[165:43] encourage you to open up your Bibles and

[165:46] read about him. I will let you know I'm

[165:49] sorry for getting defensive and I'm

[165:51] sorry for getting angry and I am

[165:54] speaking about the word of God and I

[165:55] don't want to come off like that and I

[165:57] do apologize.

[166:00] It is just something that it means

[166:03] the Bible means a lot to me and when I

[166:05] talk about it

[166:08] certain things that you know I say might

[166:11] not be the correct way. Maybe I'm just

[166:14] missing a few things and I apologize but

[166:16] I'm still growing and I'm still learning

[166:18] and I don't want anybody else to be left

[166:20] behind. And that's the main thing is

[166:23] that we are living in the end of days.

[166:26] And if we don't tell anybody about who

[166:29] he is, I don't want you guys to be left

[166:32] behind. It's coming. Whether you like it

[166:34] or not, it's coming. We are living it.

[166:37] If you read the revelation,

[166:39] it is right there in front of your eyes.

[166:44] And I think a lot of people need to not

[166:46] hide and share the gospel and tell

[166:49] people about Jesus because he's coming

[166:51] to get us.

[166:54] He is. And when he does and when he gets

[166:57] his bride, which is the church,

[167:00] we as Christians will go to heaven and

[167:04] then the rapture will happen on this

[167:06] earth. But we will not be here for when

[167:07] the rapture happens. And I'm telling you

[167:09] right now, y'all don't want to be here.

[167:12] You don't want to be here. And I'm not

[167:15] here to drill it into your heads. I'm

[167:18] here to explain that this is the truth

[167:20] and nothing but the truth about Jesus

[167:22] and what he did on that cross for you to

[167:25] enter into eternal life and to let Jesus

[167:28] wash you from your sins. Let him clean

[167:30] you. Let him clean you.

[167:34] And you will not have to suffer in hell.

[167:37] It is a free gift. You just have to

[167:39] believe and call on his name.

[167:44] That's all you have to do.

[167:58] I just I don't know. I just feel like a

[168:01] lot of people just really need to know

[168:03] who God is because we are running out of

[168:05] time.

[168:06] I don't know about any of you

[168:07] Christians, but we are running out of

[168:09] time.

[168:39] I understand. But just because [snorts]

[168:42] nobody has nobody has a um

[168:48] everyone has a different belief. I get

[168:50] that and I and like I can't stop you

[168:53] from not believing me or anybody that

[168:56] shares the gospel.

[168:59] But that doesn't mean that us as

[169:01] Christians

[169:03] should not preach the gospel. You don't

[169:05] have to believe it if you don't want to.

[169:07] I encourage you to and I encourage you

[169:09] to look more into this if you don't

[169:11] believe me.

[169:14] Again,

[169:16] I'm just not ashamed of telling people

[169:18] about what he did for us. Now, I don't

[169:21] want you guys to go to hell.

[169:23] I don't.

[169:25] I don't. And even though I don't know

[169:28] you, but

[169:30] I don't. It's not a fun place. And

[169:34] sometimes people don't really know about

[169:36] Jesus. And if we sit here as Christians

[169:40] and we don't even tell our closest

[169:42] family, friends, neighbors,

[169:46] can you can you imagine your neighbor

[169:49] doesn't know anything about Jesus? And

[169:52] like just

[169:54] he it's it's scary because it's like how

[169:58] could these people not know who Jesus is

[170:00] if we don't tell them about Jesus? And

[170:03] then they have to suffer through hell

[170:05] because no one gave the chance to say,

[170:07] "Hey neighbor, hey friend. Hey someone I

[170:10] don't even know. I want you to know

[170:12] about our Lord and Savior. I want you to

[170:14] understand that there's eternal life

[170:15] through Jesus Christ our Lord. All you

[170:17] have to do is confess with your mouth

[170:18] and repent of your sins and then you are

[170:20] saved by the blood of Jesus and covered

[170:21] by the blood of the lamb.

[170:24] You are covered."

[170:26] And so,

[170:28] you know, it's

[170:31] [sighs] I'm just not ashamed of it. not

[170:33] ashamed of my salvation or my God. And I

[170:35] think more people needs to

[170:38] speak about salvation. And maybe that's

[170:41] just really what I should stick with. Um

[170:44] because that is the truth and nothing

[170:45] but the truth. Um and then the other

[170:49] things of the Bible of the stories and

[170:51] Moses and Noah and all of that that is

[170:55] that's like, you know, yes, you're

[170:56] supposed to understand and who he is and

[170:58] grow from it and learn from it and know

[171:00] who he is. But the one thing that I know

[171:03] for a fact is salvation and eternal life

[171:08] versus pits of hell and how you can get

[171:11] there. That is what I know 100% through

[171:15] my God. And I will not be afraid to

[171:18] share that at all. [clears throat]

[171:21] At all.

[171:23] Not at all.

[171:32] He died for you and for me.

[171:37] He would take me straight to heaven.

[171:41] I know that he would take me straight to

[171:44] heaven

[171:46] cuz I got down on my knees and I asked

[171:49] and I confessed with my own mouth and I

[171:51] said, "Lord, I'm sorry. Please forgive

[171:52] me of my sins." And I said, "I believe

[171:55] that you died on the cross for my sins

[171:57] and that you rose up three days later."

[171:58] I said, "Please cover me. Accept me to

[172:01] be a child of God. Enter my heart. Clean

[172:04] me um from all unrighteousness."

[172:06] And I confess with my own mouth that he

[172:09] is Lord and Savior and that I repented

[172:11] of my sins and what I've done here.

[172:14] And so I'm covered by that blood of the

[172:16] lamb that he died for me and for you on

[172:20] the cross. And so when he comes to grab

[172:23] the church, I know in my own heart that

[172:25] I'm going to go to heaven. And I pray

[172:28] that all of you or most of you know

[172:30] about this story and know about how and

[172:33] and what God is and and like I'm sorry,

[172:37] know about Jesus and what he did and how

[172:39] you can get into eternal life or have

[172:42] eternal life. That is what I'm trying to

[172:44] say to you. Now, if you don't want to

[172:47] believe me, you don't have to.

[172:49] But I do know I do know what I'm talking

[172:52] about. And this I know for a fact.

[172:56] I do.

[173:00] I do.

[173:06] But again, at the end of the day, your

[173:08] soul is different from my soul. And I

[173:13] it's

[173:32] Everyone does not go to heaven unless

[173:35] you confess with your own mouth that he

[173:37] is Lord and Savior and you repent of

[173:39] your sins. That is why he that is why

[173:41] God gave his only begotten. Okay. John

[173:44] 3:16. For God so loved the world that he

[173:46] gave his only begotten son that

[173:48] whosoever believes on him should not

[173:50] perish but have everlasting life. So God

[173:52] sent his son, his only son, to die on

[173:55] the cross for you and for me, okay, for

[173:58] our sins that we have done here on this

[174:00] earth so we could have eternal life.

[174:04] So we don't have to go to hell. That is

[174:07] why he sent his son to do that

[174:11] for you. It's never too late.

[174:15] That's what I'm trying to say.

[174:18] It is never too late to turn to him.

[174:23] He will always love you. He will always

[174:27] have open arms at all times. He will

[174:30] never leave you nor forsake you.

[174:33] He loves each and one of you. No matter

[174:36] what you've done, he is willing to

[174:39] forgive.

[174:42] No matter what you've done on this

[174:44] earth, he is willing to forgive you.

[174:48] You just have to confess and believe and

[174:51] repent. And that is what you have to do.

[175:04] It's not enough.

[175:07] It is enough.

[175:09] It is 100% enough.

[176:18] Okay, I'm [snorts] going to say

[176:19] something here.

[176:21] So,

[176:23] Romans 6:23, for the wages of sin is

[176:25] death, but the gift of God is eternal

[176:27] life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

[176:30] So, basically, what does this vers verse

[176:31] mean? Okay. So, just as wages are as

[176:34] what you've earned for your work, sin

[176:37] brings separation from God and the

[176:38] consequences of spiritual death. Okay.

[176:42] But the gift of God, eternal life, is

[176:44] not something that we can learn by being

[176:46] perfect. It's a gift of God that offers

[176:48] through his grace. And then not only

[176:52] that, but God knows that we all fall

[176:55] short, which I which I've said this

[176:57] multiple times and make mistakes, but

[176:59] Romans 3:23 says that all have sinned

[177:02] and fall short of the glory of God. But

[177:04] God did not leave us without hope. He

[177:06] sent Jesus to save us. So you do not

[177:09] have to be you do not have to be perfect

[177:11] to come back to Jesus. when you stumble,

[177:14] repent and turn back to him and continue

[177:17] to grow in his relationship with him and

[177:20] you can seek his forgiveness. Okay.

[177:22] Romans 6:23

[177:24] and um what is that other verse? Um

[177:28] which teaches that salvation is by God's

[177:30] grace through faith, not something we

[177:32] learn through our own works. Sin has

[177:34] consequences, but God offers to forgive

[177:36] and he has eternal life through Jesus is

[177:38] the heart of the gospel. Okay, that is

[177:41] what I'm trying to say.

[177:44] So John 10:28 says, "And I give unto

[177:48] them eternal life and they shall never

[177:50] perish, neither shall any man pluck them

[177:53] out of my hand." So it means that Jesus

[177:56] describes the security he gives to his

[177:59] followers. This message is a foundation

[178:01] for Christians who believe that a truly

[178:03] saved person cannot lose their

[178:05] salvation. Like I said again, for the

[178:08] wages of sin is death, but the gift of

[178:09] God is eternal life through Jesus Christ

[178:11] our Lord. So again that this verse

[178:15] teaches that sin has serious

[178:17] consequences, but it also points us

[178:18] towards God's gift of eternal life

[178:20] through Jesus. It does not by itself say

[178:22] every time you sin, you lose salvation.

[178:25] If we confess our sins, he is faithful

[178:27] and just to forgive us of our sins and

[178:29] cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

[178:32] The story shows that God's compassion

[178:34] towards someone who has wandered away

[178:35] and comes back. You can read this entire

[178:38] story in Luke 15:11 through32.

[178:41] Hebrews 6:4-6

[178:44] contains serious warnings about turning

[178:46] away from God. Some Christians

[178:47] understand that these warnings that that

[178:50] sometimes salvation can be abandoned.

[178:51] Others understand them differently in

[178:53] the light of p passages about God

[178:55] keeping power. So, Christians disagree

[178:58] and agree on on passages that fits

[179:01] together, okay? And how this how losing

[179:03] salvation and all of that, okay? They

[179:05] they just they do. And it's okay. I

[179:07] guess you can think what we want to

[179:08] think, but it's in the Bible of what he

[179:10] literally says word for word.

[179:13] And then [snorts] he says, um, read

[179:15] [clears throat] Romans 8:38. For I am

[179:18] persuaded that neither death nor life,

[179:20] no no nor life, nor angels, nor powers,

[179:25] nor things present, nor things to come,

[179:28] nor height, nor depth, nor any other

[179:32] creature shall be able to separate us

[179:34] from the love of God, which is which is

[179:37] in Christ Jesus our Lord. It's a

[179:40] powerful reminder of God's love and

[179:42] faithfulness. You are not expected to

[179:44] become perfect overnight. The Christian

[179:46] life involves repentance, growth, and

[179:49] continually turning towards Jesus.

[179:53] So, what I'm saying here

[179:56] is

[179:59] is I mean, it's it's right there. And

[180:01] then

[180:16] I'm not trying to scare you. I'm trying

[180:18] to warn you.

[180:21] I'm trying to warn you here.

[180:32] John wondering

[181:02] Give me a second.

[181:14] says, "If we confess our sins, he is

[181:16] faithful and just and will forgive us of

[181:18] our sins. And if we claim we have not

[181:20] sinned, we may not in us." Okay?

[181:25] So it says, "My dear children, I write

[181:27] this to you so that you will not sin.

[181:30] But if anybody does sin, we have an

[181:32] advocate with our father. He is the

[181:34] anoding sacrifice for our anoding

[181:38] sacrifice for our sins and not only for

[181:40] others but also for the sins of the

[181:43] whole world.

[181:46] Come to know him if we keep his

[181:48] commands. Whoever says I know him but

[181:51] does not do what his commands is a liar.

[181:54] But truth is not in that person. But if

[181:57] anybody obeys his word, love for God is

[181:59] truly made complete in them. This is how

[182:03] we to live in him must live in you a new

[182:06] command but an old one. This old command

[182:09] is the message you heard. Yet I am

[182:12] writing you a new command is truth is

[182:14] seen in him and in you because the

[182:16] darkness is passing and the true light

[182:18] is already shining.

[182:23] Anointing I can't pronounce that

[182:27] my thing.

[182:30] Yes. God will forgive you for being Yes.

[182:33] Yes.

[182:35] Yes.

[182:39] Yes.

[182:43] Yes.

[182:45] 100%. Yes.

[182:49] We can all read our Bibles. We don't

[182:50] need to give you to give us And that's I

[182:53] mean that's that's fine. I'm not here to

[182:55] force you. I can't I can't force you.

[183:00] Yeah.

[183:03] But yes, I know. I know what I just

[183:06] read.

[183:15] I know that I have to work on my

[183:17] relationship with my I know I do

[183:22] and I am

[183:25] working on that relationship because I

[183:27] have fallen really short of the glory of

[183:29] God. I know that and I have already been

[183:32] trying to work on that relationship with

[183:34] my Lord and Savior trying to he's trying

[183:36] to shape me. He's I'm literally

[183:38] [clears throat] going back to him

[183:39] because I have been out of

[183:42] I I've fallen. I have literally taken my

[183:45] eyes off of my Lord and look what has

[183:47] happened to me.

[183:49] Look at what have look at what what's

[183:51] happening.

[183:53] And and that it it and then something

[183:56] all of a sudden just kind of woke up my

[183:57] my my eyes and my and my my thoughts and

[184:00] I'm like what am I doing?

[184:02] Like nothing is going good for me. And

[184:06] so I'm calling back on my Lord and

[184:09] Savior. I am reaching out to him now.

[184:12] I'm trying to get back in that in in the

[184:14] word of God to walk through Christ.

[184:17] I'm not perfect, but I need to walk

[184:20] back. I need to follow Jesus and have

[184:23] more of a relationship than I did

[184:27] in

[184:28] years ago. I I stopped and I I I'm

[184:32] guilty of that. But I am now going back

[184:36] to him

[184:38] because sometimes God does things in

[184:42] this world

[184:44] and shows us just like with just with

[184:47] Peter, okay, when Jesus said, "Do not

[184:50] take your eyes off me." What happened?

[184:54] You take his you take you you take your

[184:56] eyes off of Jesus and then you sink.

[185:00] You You fall.

[185:03] Well,

[185:05] maybe if I may because whatever's

[185:07] happening with me and in my life right

[185:09] now and with this going on, it's it's

[185:12] not working out, is it? No.

[185:16] And I need Jesus. I need to get back

[185:17] with him. And I know that.

[185:22] I I I know where I know what I need to

[185:25] do and I'm doing it.

[185:30] And I have to confess and I have to

[185:31] repent of everything that I've done in

[185:33] in the years

[185:36] like everything. And I got like just a

[185:38] few days ago, I got on my hands and

[185:40] knees in that bedroom and I asked for

[185:42] God for to forgive me from from

[185:44] everything that I've done on social

[185:45] media and everything that I've said,

[185:48] everything. And I don't have to tell you

[185:50] exactly what I said because it's my

[185:51] relationship with my Lord and Savior,

[185:53] but I did get on my hands and knees a

[185:55] couple days ago and I am literally

[185:57] following him. get back in his word and

[186:00] try and pray and be like, "Jesus, give

[186:02] me signs. Tell me what to do.

[186:06] Show me,

[186:07] lead me."

[186:11] Literally, literally is exactly what I'm

[186:14] trying to do.

[186:17] Calling on his name to show me what I

[186:19] need to do, how to walk through him. I I

[186:22] ask him for wisdom. I ask him for

[186:24] guidance. I I'm still every day I'm

[186:28] working

[186:30] and I know as a Christian what I've done

[186:33] in the last couple of years have been

[186:37] not okay.

[186:39] And I confess with my own mouth that

[186:40] that wasn't okay. I'm not a perfect

[186:43] Christian, nor do I claim to be a

[186:45] perfect Christian.

[186:47] But I do know where my heart is. And God

[186:50] will call back. God will call you back

[186:52] and be like, "I'm here.

[186:55] I'm still here."

[186:57] You know, sometimes God puts you in

[186:59] places of like trying to make you

[187:01] understand like, "Hey, Gabby, I'm over

[187:04] here. You're You know what I'm saying?

[187:07] And so, we have to think, okay, let's

[187:09] focus more on Jesus. Put our eyes more

[187:12] on focus on him. That is what's that's

[187:15] what's most important." And you wouldn't

[187:17] sink.

[187:18] You wouldn't fall.

[187:23] And so that is what I'm saying is that I

[187:26] am now trying to get in that

[187:28] relationship with my Lord and Savior

[187:30] because I have literally fallen short. I

[187:32] have done things that I know as a

[187:34] Christian I am guilty as can be. But

[187:38] that is why our heavenly father will

[187:40] forgive us. And I know that. I know

[187:44] that. And I'm trying my hardest to get

[187:47] back in the word of God

[187:49] and be the Christian and be and be the

[187:52] person that I that he

[187:56] knows I he created me. Okay? He has me

[187:59] for a purpose. Okay?

[188:02] I need to listen to God. I need to

[188:05] listen to for him to tell me whatever I

[188:08] need to do. And I need to listen just

[188:10] like how God has told all these people

[188:12] to do what they do. And what happens? If

[188:14] you don't listen to God and do what God

[188:16] tells you, it's not going to go your

[188:18] way.

[188:20] It's not.

[188:23] We have to lean on him

[188:25] and his understanding.

[188:29] And that's what I'm trying to say.

[188:33] I'm trying to have a better relationship

[188:35] with my God.

[188:55] Yes. For all have sinned and fall short

[188:57] of the glory of God. Yes. Yes.

[189:07] Cass, I know. And I I understand about

[189:10] arguing with all of you and I'm sorry.

[189:14] I am still learning and still growing.

[189:17] So, I apologize,

[189:20] but I'm not perfect, but I am I'm I'm

[189:22] trying. I am trying to

[189:26] I'm trying. It's not perfect, but I am I

[189:30] am trying.

[189:33] I know where my heart is.

[189:46] Yes, I understand.

[189:57] >> I understand.

[190:09] Well,

[190:11] >> I mean,

[190:13] listen,

[190:29] >> I'm working on that every day. I'm

[190:31] working on that.

[191:36] So Feisty wants me to um

[191:41] I guess or people want me to what? Read

[191:43] the Lord's Lord's Prayer.

[191:48] Is that what you guys want me to do?

[191:53] I mean I can

[192:00] No, I can.

[192:07] I mean, we can if we want to.

[192:16] I mean, does Feice, do you want to do

[192:18] that?

[192:23] Recite it.

[192:27] Uh, our father which art in heaven,

[192:29] [clears throat] hallowed thy the

[192:30] hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom to

[192:33] come, thy will be done on this earth and

[192:37] it is in heaven. Give us our daily

[192:39] bread. And forgive us of our doubt

[192:42] depths as we forgive our as we forgive

[192:46] our debts debbiters if I'm pronouncing

[192:49] that right. um that lead us not to

[192:51] temptation, but deliver us from evil.

[192:54] For thine is the kingdom and the power

[192:57] and the glory of forever. Wait, the

[193:01] glory forever. Amen.

[193:20] I do know it.

[193:53] That is from the King James version.

[193:58] That is from the King James version.

[194:03] That is the Lord's Prayer.

[194:07] Where's my Bible?

[194:09] Where's my King James Virgin Bible?

[195:21] Here

[195:26] it is.

[195:28] Matthew, the King James version, Matthew

[195:31] chapter 6,

[195:33] um, 8.

[195:36] Uh, let's see here. Be not ye therefore

[195:39] like unto them. For your father knoweth

[195:42] what things ye have need of, before ye

[195:45] ask him. After this manner, therefore

[195:48] pray ye, our Father, which art in

[195:51] heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy

[195:54] kingdom come, thy will be done in earth

[195:56] as it is in heaven. Give us the daily

[195:59] give, give us our daily bread, and

[196:02] forgive us of our debts as we forgave

[196:05] our dep. I don't know how to pronounce

[196:08] that, so don't come after me. and lead

[196:11] us not into temp into temptation, but

[196:14] deliver us from evil. For thine is the

[196:17] kingdom and the power and the glory

[196:19] forever. Amen.

[196:23] That's what it says

[196:25] in the Holy Bible, the King James

[196:28] version is what I just said. Yes, I did.

[196:33] Yes, I did.

[196:35] Yes, I did.

[196:39] No. Then what did I say?

[196:44] What did I say then?

[196:48] What did I say? That's not what you

[196:50] said. Okay. So, what did I say?

[196:54] Okay. So, what did I say?

[197:00] So, what did I say?

[197:06] No. Tell me what I said.

[197:23] I don't I don't know how to pronounce

[197:25] that word.

[197:31] It was a couple words off, but you got

[197:33] the gist of it. I know I couldn't do it.

[197:40] There's just certain words that I don't

[197:41] know how to pronounce and I've said

[197:43] that.

[197:46] No, I'm pretty sure I'm pretty sure I

[197:49] did.

[197:50] I'm pretty sure I did.

[197:57] Okay. So,

[197:59] what did I not say? So, tell me what I I

[198:03] was I was I was wrong. So, can you guys

[198:06] tell me what the correct way is then?

[198:10] Okay. So, Okay. So, then tell me if I'm

[198:13] wrong, then can you tell me?

[198:19] Can you tell me? Sandy, please don't say

[198:22] JFC.

[198:23] That's not okay. Please do not say that.

[198:47] Okay. So, okay. So, that's the Lord's

[198:50] Prayer.

[198:52] And I know I said it. Maybe I missed a

[198:55] few words. Maybe I mispronounced some

[198:58] words, but I know in my heart that I

[199:01] mostly got those words correct.

[199:05] Could you do it without looking?

[199:09] Could you?

[199:12] I mean, at the end of the day, God knows

[199:15] exactly what I'm saying.

[199:18] He's not going to judge me if I miss a

[199:20] word. He's not going to judge me if I

[199:23] miss three words.

[199:29] Okay.

[199:32] Okay.

[199:38] Okay. Exactly.

[199:40] So, okay.

[199:43] I'm just saying though is that I know

[199:46] exactly what I said.

[199:49] Exactly.

[199:51] I know exactly what [clears throat] I

[199:52] said.

[199:55] And you know what? I know God knows what

[199:57] I meant. And that's the most important

[199:59] part of it.

[200:04] J. Not worth arguing with imaginary

[200:06] people.

[200:08] No.

[200:25] I I understand cuz I like I said before,

[200:28] I have a hard time with some

[200:30] pronunciations and I've said it a lot of

[200:33] times and so I don't think God's going

[200:36] to get upset with me because I

[200:39] mispronounce some of the words.

[200:42] I don't think he would.

[200:45] I mean, obviously you do, but I don't

[200:47] think he would.

[200:50] I think as long as he knows your heart

[200:52] and what you're trying to say, I think

[200:53] that's all that really matters.

[200:56] Respectfully.

[200:59] Respectfully,

[201:04] I have a hard time with speaking with

[201:06] certain words, but like I've always had

[201:08] that even with growing up. Even with

[201:10] growing up, I've always always had a

[201:12] hard time.

[201:14] It's always it's always going to be a

[201:16] part of me, but I'm not going to let

[201:18] people

[201:20] sit there and [clears throat]

[201:22] and say that and use it against me.

[201:28] I won't let that happen.

[201:32] And you can make fun of me all you want.

[201:35] Your skeletons are not clean either.

[201:38] And I know there's things that you need

[201:40] to work on yourself, too. But I'm not

[201:41] here to judge you.

[201:45] At the end of the day, you have things

[201:47] that you need to work on, and so do I.

[201:50] So, I don't think you should be sitting

[201:51] here and pointing the fingers because if

[201:53] you point one finger, two fingers are

[201:55] being pointed back at you. So,

[201:58] respectfully, please don't come at me

[201:59] like that. Thank you.

[202:47] I know it's the last book in the Bible.

[202:54] Yes, I know.

[202:57] No, it is not.

[203:02] No, you just

[203:24] Oh, yes. Pam.

[203:26] Yes.

[203:30] Danny and Mimi are having a blast.

[203:32] That's good. I'm glad. That's good. Good

[203:36] to know.

[203:53] Oh, you're up for a fall break.

[203:56] Well, have fun.

[204:18] Uh, we we did um we did carve some

[204:21] pumpkins. We did one we went to a

[204:24] pumpkin farm patch.

[205:27] So, uh the hail the Hail Mary

[205:32] uh the Hail Mary does not is not in the

[205:36] um King James version.

[205:39] Um so that's basically what you know

[205:43] Mary prayed for us. King James version,

[205:46] we don't there's nothing in there that

[205:49] says about the hail. There's there's

[205:51] different ways around it, but it's not

[205:53] Hail Mary.

[205:55] The King James version does not cover

[205:56] that part. It's in a different um

[206:00] [clears throat] um

[206:02] yeah.

[206:04] Um, again, this might be My mom was

[206:09] raised Catholic until she found out that

[206:15] it was it's

[206:18] [snorts]

[206:22] um,

[206:24] all I can say is works do not get you to

[206:27] heaven.

[206:33] And [clears throat] being baptized by as

[206:35] a baby does not get you into heaven.

[206:38] I'm sorry, but it doesn't. The only way

[206:42] to get to heaven is through Jesus Christ

[206:44] our Lord by confessing the own.

[206:47] I'm sorry. I know you guys are probably

[206:48] going to dis disagree with me, but that

[206:51] is just where I came from at the King

[206:53] James version.

[206:55] I just say that you can believe whatever

[206:57] you want to believe, but from my

[206:58] understanding, his good works do not get

[207:00] you to heaven.

[207:02] And [clears throat]

[207:04] that is just what I believe. And I

[207:06] believe that with

[207:10] as a baby, you can't you don't know

[207:12] Jesus. And so getting baptized is when

[207:17] you accepted Jesus as your Lord and

[207:19] Savior and then you get baptized. as a

[207:22] baby they have no reme they have nothing

[207:25] to even remotely understand about Jesus

[207:30] and so that is where the difference

[207:33] between Baptist and other religions is

[207:36] that's what I grew up with my mom was

[207:39] raised Catholic and she told me about

[207:42] the Catholic beliefs versus Bible

[207:45] Baptist beliefs now I'm not sitting here

[207:48] and I'm not saying you are in the wrong

[207:51] and I'm in the right. I'm saying that my

[207:54] mom was raised Catholic. So I do know

[207:57] she basically was telling me on both

[208:00] sides of the Bible Baptist and the

[208:02] Catholic cuz most of my family were

[208:05] Catholic until they changed over to

[208:06] Baptist. So I do know some of those

[208:09] things that my mom has told me that is

[208:12] not what God says to do in the Bible as

[208:15] far as things in the Catholic church.

[208:18] Um, that's just what my mom has told me

[208:21] as well as my family's told me the

[208:23] differences. Now, I'm not saying here

[208:25] I'm not judging you and what you that is

[208:27] if that's what you if that's what you

[208:29] believe and that's what you believe, but

[208:30] what I believe is what I believe. So,

[208:32] respectfully, don't come at me and say

[208:36] because I understand it's a very it's a

[208:38] very sensitive subject and and I'm not

[208:40] trying to come after anybody, but my

[208:42] beliefs I don't want anybody to come

[208:44] after what I believe and I'm not going

[208:45] to come after what you believe. I'm just

[208:47] here speaking my truth. Now, you can

[208:50] feel free to do the same. That's okay.

[208:52] But um that because like basically I

[208:56] know you guys mentioned about Hail Mary

[208:58] and that is where I just want to let you

[209:00] know is we don't have that in the King

[209:02] James version.

[209:08] I'm just I'm just giving like a

[209:09] definition def definition

[209:13] of uh the Hail Mary and the Catholic and

[209:15] the King James version.

[209:21] No, I said Catholics think by So my mom

[209:24] always said that they I guess Catholics

[209:26] believe that um good works go you guys

[209:30] get like if you do good works then you

[209:32] guys go to heaven. Um and and you guys

[209:35] do a com not commission um baptized by

[209:39] like babies getting um

[209:42] um

[209:44] my mom was um raised in Catholic. Okay.

[209:47] She went to Catholic school.

[209:57] So I'm just I'm just saying that there's

[209:58] just different um I guess there's

[210:00] different um beliefs.

[210:03] Um, but it wasn't really. It's just

[210:06] there's certain things that in a

[210:08] Catholic and versus a Baptist is just

[210:10] different. Now, I'm not saying Catholics

[210:12] are not going to heaven. No, bottom

[210:15] line, there's only one way to get to

[210:17] heaven. But this was this was this was

[210:19] what my mom said to me.

[210:23] Um, I'm just saying that my mom was

[210:26] raised Catholic, so she she was just

[210:28] telling me stuff.

[210:30] Um,

[210:35] so I said that when you get baptized as

[210:38] a baby, they don't So in order to be

[210:41] saved, you have to confess with your own

[210:44] mouth and then be baptized by the Holy

[210:46] Spirit after you confess with your own

[210:47] mouth. How can a how can a baby confess

[210:49] with their own mouth at at a young age?

[210:54] That's that see that's where I I was

[210:56] raised differently of of where we are

[211:00] supposed to confess with our own mouth

[211:02] as his lord and savior and then we get

[211:04] baptized.

[211:06] I again I'm not here to tell you

[211:10] anything or if that's what this is just

[211:12] how I was raised and this is how I

[211:14] believe and that my mom was Catholic. So

[211:18] she and she grew up in a Catholic church

[211:20] and a Catholic school and a lot of my

[211:21] family members have and that's which is

[211:24] what my mom kind of said, well this is

[211:25] what you know and then this is this and

[211:28] that's the difference and all of that.

[211:31] So I'm just I'm just saying and that's

[211:35] fine if you guys see I'm not I'm not

[211:37] here to say like like your religion over

[211:39] my religion or their religion or or that

[211:42] religion. I'm only here speaking me and

[211:47] I'm talk about the Catholic because

[211:50] that's what my mom [clears throat] was

[211:51] before she went to Baptist. That's

[211:54] that's all. Nothing about like just

[211:57] against anyone. Just what my mom has has

[212:00] like said and versus why we are why we

[212:03] were Catholic, but then we are Baptist.

[212:10] I know you guys probably don't agree

[212:12] with me and you're probably upset with

[212:13] me and I'm sorry. Um I don't mean to

[212:15] offend anybody. Uh it is just what um I

[212:19] believe.

[212:21] I hope you guys can accept it. If you

[212:22] guys can't, I understand.

[212:28] I didn't get saved at three.

[212:32] I didn't get saved at three.

[212:37] I know.

[212:41] I know.

[212:43] Well, I mean, I have my own I have

[212:45] Listen, I don't really

[212:48] There's some things are like You guys

[212:50] have to understand is that a lot of

[212:51] people are not going to agree with you.

[212:54] I'm not going to agree with you and

[212:56] you're not going to agree with me. And

[212:58] that's fine. No one is saying you have

[213:00] like no one's saying like you're right,

[213:02] I'm right. What? There's only one thing

[213:06] that that is right and that's confess

[213:09] through your own mouth that he's Lord

[213:10] and Savior and that that's it. That's

[213:12] it. And so even says in the Bible that

[213:14] good works do not get you to heaven.

[213:26] That's the King James version. Exactly.

[213:28] That is the King James version.

[213:39] cuz it says in the Bible.

[213:45] No, it says confess with your own mouth.

[213:50] Yes.

[213:52] But when you Well, the reason why this

[213:54] is getting this is like a subject is

[213:57] because when you guys said, "Do you know

[213:59] about Hail Mary?" You guys are the one

[214:00] that brought it up. Well, in the King

[214:02] James version, it doesn't say we don't

[214:05] really go by Hail Mary and that's how

[214:08] this that's how the Catholic cuz that's

[214:10] Catholic. So, respectfully, I was just

[214:13] trying to answer your question and I

[214:15] went into a this is what you guys do and

[214:18] this is what the King James version and

[214:19] I and I did the differences and that's

[214:21] where this is come this is coming from.

[214:23] It's just it's true just how it's just

[214:27] listen

[214:30] I don't really want to argue and make

[214:32] you guys upset and I'm sorry if I am

[214:36] but there's some there's there's things

[214:38] that you guys do and say that or like

[214:41] your religion where I don't really

[214:42] believe that or I don't really and

[214:45] that's my opinion and that's my right

[214:48] and same thing goes for you. You don't

[214:50] have to believe anything I say or do.

[214:53] Um, you can have your own opinions about

[214:56] your religion and I will respect that

[214:58] because it's just called boundaries. And

[215:00] again, I am not here to judge you. I'm

[215:03] not because I I can't judge you and I

[215:06] shouldn't judge you. The only one should

[215:09] judge is God.

[215:21] I did not I have not studied any other

[215:24] religions. I have I have like the only

[215:26] thing I have is um the King James

[215:29] version and the

[215:32] Oh, it's the pops.

[215:37] Hold on.

[217:34] Okay. So

[217:37] be because people call Wilford checks in

[217:39] on her when she starts talking about

[217:40] religion and stuff like that. It's just

[217:42] something that the trolls do. It's not

[217:44] right. No, it's about that. I was

[217:46] talking about Jesus. And you know what

[217:48] the cops cuz I said, "You can be more

[217:50] than happy to come into my stream and

[217:52] listen about Jesus." And he said, "I'm a

[217:55] Christian and I love that that you're

[217:56] preaching about Jesus." And I'm like,

[217:57] "Thank you." And I'm like, "Are you

[217:59] saved?" And he's like, "Yes, I am

[218:01] saved." And I said, "That's awesome."

[218:03] And he's like, and and he smiled and I

[218:06] smiled. Erin, does that happen? You you

[218:09] you'll get the foyer. Um, do the cop

[218:12] want. Oh, they were just making sure I

[218:15] was okay. Thank you. Get the foyer.

[218:18] Okay. Okay, cool. Um,

[218:22] did you all make sure to take your tax

[218:23] cam off? What? No, we will all see the

[218:26] foya. I'm sure you will. Okay. Okay. And

[218:30] it will be exactly what I said.

[218:34] So, there you go.

[218:36] >> You just do this for views. No, I

[218:38] actually don't. Um, I actually was just

[218:40] having a conversation with all of you

[218:43] and that was unnecessary, but that's

[218:45] fine.

[218:46] Um, I don't think it's funny.

[218:51] No, I don't think that this is funny. I

[218:53] think I think it's funny that the cops

[218:54] are here. I do cuz I think it's a joke.

[218:58] You were smiling. Yeah, it's because the

[219:00] cop was here coming in for something

[219:02] stupid

[219:04] because they said that, "Oh, well, it's

[219:06] a welfare check. We just got to make

[219:08] sure that you're you're okay. The

[219:10] internet said you were doing some crazy

[219:11] things. Crazy things. Well, I guess and

[219:14] that's what I said. I said I'm just

[219:16] talking about Jesus. That's what exactly

[219:17] what I'm doing. So, if that is crazy,

[219:20] then I'm sorry.

[219:24] So, it's not about that's funny about

[219:27] teaching the Bible. It's funny about

[219:28] that. These people think that they

[219:30] didn't say about preaching God's word.

[219:31] They said I was saying some crazy things

[219:33] on the internet.

[219:34] >> That's what they said.

[219:37] That's what I said. Cuz that's a joke.

[219:40] What?

[219:43] >> I don't know.

[219:46] Can we stop now? Sure. I mean, that's

[219:48] what was wrong. Yeah, that's fine with

[219:50] me.

[219:55] No one said you were making fun about

[219:56] Well, I I wasn't. I was making fun of

[219:58] somebody calling calling the police

[220:01] saying that I was saying some crazy

[220:02] things. And then Aaron said she's

[220:05] talking about Jesus. And then the cop's

[220:07] like, "Well, can I see her?" I'm like,

[220:08] "Yeah, sure." I'm like, "Right here."

[220:10] Like, "How can I help you?" And he's

[220:12] like, I'm like, "Hey." I'm like, "If you

[220:13] want to join my live stream, I'm talking

[220:15] about Jesus." He's like, "That's

[220:16] awesome. I'm a Christian." I'm like,

[220:17] "Are you saved?" And he's like, "Yes."

[220:19] He said that they were just calling that

[220:21] you were just saying something like

[220:22] crazy.

[220:24] And that's why I was laughing cuz I

[220:26] think it's that's ridiculous. I was

[220:27] saying something that has nothing to do

[220:30] with what I'm saying right now on the

[220:31] internet.

[220:32] So, please don't try please don't try to

[220:35] twist my words. Okay. Thank you.

[220:44] Well, if we want to just say that he

[220:46] called. Sure. Sure.

[220:54] Do anyone.

[220:58] It is ridiculous. People need to stop

[221:00] calling for cops or silly things. Well,

[221:03] what are you going to do? They just

[221:04] don't like me.

[221:06] Nothing.

[221:15] Don't yell. Don't come at me. I'm not

[221:17] the one that did it.

[221:22] But

[221:24] oh man, what's my favorite verse?

[221:28] My favorite verse would be John 3:16.

[221:41] I mean that you and that's fine, Derek.

[221:43] I mean, but like especially when these

[221:45] people have non-stop called about stupid

[221:47] things that's not even true, you just

[221:50] have to laugh about it because at some

[221:53] point it's just ridiculous. And if you

[221:56] understood the amount of calls, false

[221:58] calls,

[222:00] false calls that these people have

[222:03] called on me,

[222:05] you would probably think it's laughable,

[222:07] too, because it's a joke. These people

[222:11] didn't do it for something serious. They

[222:13] did it just to kind of piss me off. And

[222:15] that's wrong.

[222:17] That's just wrong.

[222:31] I understand, Derek. I guess everyone

[222:34] has

[222:36] everyone has their own opinion and how

[222:38] they cope with with different things and

[222:40] that's just how I cope. Do you know

[222:44] stone? No, I do not know stone or cold

[222:47] Steve. No, I don't.

[222:53] No, we were just No, we were just

[222:55] talking about Jesus and just having a

[222:57] conversation. That's it. That's really

[222:59] all this night has been about.

[223:02] Nothing else. No, the Dexcom was not. It

[223:06] was cellulitis.

[223:14] Okay. Well, the police left. Hi. Bye.

[223:18] Like they always do.

[223:22] I just hope if you plan on sharing the

[223:24] gospel, you are prepared for now.

[223:28] More like Jesus. Yes, taxes. I get that.

[223:31] Yes, I get that.

[223:33] I understand.

[223:37] Uh I mean the cops I mean y'all can get

[223:40] the foyer. So

[223:44] I mean I have I

[223:48] all do anyway. So

[223:51] no not really

[224:00] I don't even know Derek.

[224:04] No it no my doctor said it was

[224:07] cellulitis.

[224:17] What are your thoughts on the

[224:18] tribulation?

[224:20] I will be in heaven when this comes into

[224:23] play.

[224:25] And then

[224:32] what about the rapture?

[224:35] I'll be in heaven.

[224:38] I don't want to be down here when this

[224:40] happens. Scarym.

[224:44] No.

[224:51] I mean, you would think I mean, what I

[224:52] could do is I could really call the

[224:54] police department and [clears throat]

[224:56] get this live stream and go talk to a

[224:59] detective and say, "There was just a

[225:02] report that came through, but I want you

[225:03] to watch this entire live and see if it

[225:05] was um a really cuz what I have to do is

[225:08] I have to document this." So, I'm going

[225:10] to save this live and then I'm going to

[225:12] take that report and then I'm going to

[225:14] go take that to the police department

[225:15] and I'm going to say, "Let's sit down

[225:17] and let's review this live stream and

[225:19] then these people call." Cuz the thing

[225:21] is is that if I don't take these live

[225:24] streams and show the police about

[225:27] whatever they're calling for,

[225:29] they're a wellness check. So, they're

[225:31] going to have to come out. But, if I can

[225:33] stop these calls, I need to document

[225:35] every single thing that I do on my live

[225:37] stream. and exactly what I'm gonna do.

[225:40] And I'm going to tell them because they

[225:42] don't know what's going on. They don't

[225:44] know what I'm saying. They don't

[225:45] understand this.

[225:48] I'm not saying 3 hours of watching this,

[225:52] but what I'm going to say is I need to

[225:54] start doing a paper trail of my live

[225:56] streams when cops are coming to my door.

[225:58] Every time a cop comes, save this live

[226:00] stream and document it. Because the

[226:03] thing is that these cops and detectives

[226:04] are not watching my every move. So when

[226:07] people call, they think that, okay,

[226:09] well, we don't know, so we have to go

[226:11] check, which I'm not going to be mad at

[226:12] them for that. But if I can get down to

[226:15] the point of, hey, this is what's

[226:18] happening. Why are we here and nothing's

[226:20] happening? I me the the the issue here

[226:24] is I have got to show the police

[226:25] department what they're doing

[226:28] and they're gonna have to match it up

[226:31] because it is against the law in state

[226:34] of Florida to falsify

[226:36] I think it's a crime in the state of

[226:38] Florida that if you do a false report

[226:41] more than once yuck can go to jail.

[226:47] So maybe that's what I need to start

[226:49] doing to show them that it's not true

[226:52] what they're saying and they're calling

[226:53] in. Just like that one call with Lindsay

[226:56] Clansancy and Patrick Clansy. I was just

[226:59] talking about the the um the court and

[227:03] they said Gabby's on um on um live right

[227:07] now saying some crazy things right now.

[227:10] Was I? No, I was talking about the the

[227:12] court case which is what half the world

[227:14] was talking about anyway. But I guess

[227:17] I'm not the one that's supposed to be

[227:18] talking about it cuz I say Anyway, that

[227:22] is a false call.

[227:24] There was nothing about that call that I

[227:26] was going around my block walking my

[227:28] dog.

[227:30] Nothing. But that's another thing that I

[227:33] should probably pull up and be like,

[227:35] "Hey, let's just sit down and talk about

[227:37] this." Was it was that a really true

[227:40] reason of them calling?

[227:42] I mean, what do you think?

[227:45] Come on.

[227:48] It's just a matter of time of like I

[227:51] need to match it up because what's

[227:53] happening is that if I don't if I don't

[227:55] match up these calls and my videos,

[227:58] then it's not going to get nowhere. And

[228:00] I think that's the problem where they

[228:03] don't know the truth. They don't know

[228:04] what's happening. And so they're just

[228:06] assuming these people are telling the

[228:08] truth cuz I don't advocate for myself. I

[228:11] don't say no detective. You come sit

[228:13] please right here. And I want to talk to

[228:15] you right now. And you gota you gota you

[228:18] got to see the whole entire picture, not

[228:20] just what these people are saying about

[228:21] me. So please do.

[228:25] I really think that that's what I should

[228:26] do

[228:30] cuz maybe once it'll just stop them

[228:31] getting calls.

[228:36] I'm going to have to. I think they need

[228:39] to know. So, I'm going to save this live

[228:41] stream and I'm going to request it.

[228:45] I don't know.

[228:48] I don't know.

[228:52] But that's the thing though is that I

[228:53] don't even know

[228:56] like

[228:58] like here here's the fact, okay?

[229:01] You know how

[229:04] Feisty was doing inciting panic and I

[229:06] have that video saved

[229:09] with that whole detective. If I went

[229:12] into that police department and talked

[229:13] to that detective and I showed that

[229:15] video of what Feisty did

[229:18] and then showed my live stream when I

[229:21] didn't mention anything about it, who

[229:24] was really inciting panic? Cuz that was

[229:27] never broadcasted by me on the internet.

[229:31] It was never broadcasted by me. I never

[229:35] sent it out on the internet. I never

[229:37] broadcasted it on the internet. Never.

[229:42] Never. So, if I brought in that video of

[229:47] her doing all of this and brought into

[229:50] it and showed that detective what she

[229:52] was doing,

[229:54] but did I? No. But I really think I

[229:57] should because I think that they need to

[230:00] know who's really doing this.

[230:04] Who's really doing this? I need to I I

[230:07] seriously need to stand up for myself

[230:09] because I feel I just I I let this slide

[230:12] and I'm like whatever.

[230:15] But I think that's the problem where I

[230:17] don't I don't advocate for myself hard

[230:19] enough and I don't gather my evidence to

[230:23] show what these people are doing

[230:26] because I just let it slide. And that's

[230:29] the problem. I think that they're just

[230:30] not cuz I I'm not doing anything about

[230:33] it. I'm not showing. Do you know what

[230:36] I'm saying? So, I'm really thinking of

[230:38] maybe just doing that and showing them

[230:40] what what you guys are doing.

[230:44] I haven't done that yet.

[230:49] I just believe you guys because I don't

[230:52] advocate for myself. I just let it go.

[230:56] And I think that's the problem.

[231:01] I do. I think I think they should see it

[231:03] for themselves.

[231:08] >> Well,

[231:11] it depends.

[231:14] Well, it is.

[231:16] And not on the internet, though.

[231:18] To a close friend, to a close family

[231:21] member. Now, I'm not going to have this

[231:23] conversation anymore cuz I already did.

[231:25] But I can feel free to send whoever I

[231:29] want. I'm not the one that passed it

[231:31] around. One person. Yeah. To a close

[231:34] friend, which is my right.

[231:37] What that person did is sent it to

[231:40] somebody to incite panic to get it onto

[231:43] the internet which is going to cause

[231:44] more problems. So who's really inciting

[231:48] panic? Me as a mom. I was just kind of

[231:51] you know venting to a mom and I think

[231:54] that's my right. Um it wasn't to do

[231:56] anything. It wasn't done for malicious

[231:58] reasons. It was done for a a hey this is

[232:02] what's happening. Hey mom friend. It

[232:05] wasn't to be like like she knew about

[232:07] this photo. Remember two weeks, right?

[232:09] Two weeks. Two weeks she had this. Make

[232:11] it make sense. You guys got to remember

[232:13] the timeline. But that's fine. That's

[232:15] fine. I'll give you some grace if you

[232:16] don't know exactly what's going on.

[232:18] However,

[232:19] that person and Feisty should be charged

[232:21] with inciting panic because it wasn't

[232:23] me. I mean, I'm pretty sure that all of

[232:26] you guys probably have close mom friends

[232:27] that you're all like in in connection

[232:29] with. I know you guys are. You don't

[232:32] have to tell me. You can say no. That's

[232:34] fine. I don't really care, but I do

[232:36] know. Okay? So, don't don't sit here and

[232:37] say you don't. But that was between two

[232:41] people separate and she had the photo

[232:43] for two weeks. Two weeks. So, I if if it

[232:48] was a problem at the beginning, why

[232:51] didn't she not do anything? I mean, why

[232:54] didn't she not just why why have that

[232:56] for two weeks? Oh, because she knew. She

[232:59] knew.

[233:01] She knew what happened. She knew the

[233:03] truth. But when we got into a fight, a

[233:06] little pa,

[233:08] she said, "Well, Gabby, screw you. I'm

[233:11] going to go hurt [clears throat] you."

[233:13] She took the biggest tool, the biggest

[233:14] weapon, and she used it against me.

[233:18] It's exactly what happened. I'm not

[233:20] lying. It's the truth. And the truth is

[233:22] there. So, I'm not here to prove any I'm

[233:26] not. But that's exactly what happened.

[233:29] So, at the end of the day, that's why.

[233:32] Listen, y'all don't have to believe me.

[233:35] I just know how it went down.

[233:38] But we can just sit here and pretend

[233:40] that y'all didn't pass around the photos

[233:44] when I didn't give you permission, nor

[233:45] did I give permission to that person

[233:47] that was privately sent as a friend. Not

[233:50] a friend on the internet, but a close

[233:52] friend that I knew her family. She knew

[233:53] my family. H Well, yeah. What a shame.

[234:00] What a shame.

[234:02] Well, I guess you can't really have moms

[234:04] to confide in to, you know, whatever.

[234:10] I guess lesson learned on that one.

[234:13] But next time if you're going to do

[234:15] something, just don't do it out of

[234:16] retaliation. Do it for the right reason

[234:18] if you really think it's something

[234:19] important. That's what I just don't

[234:21] understand. Why are you going to sit

[234:22] there and act like you had it for two

[234:24] weeks? You knew the truth. You knew the

[234:25] reason. But especially um hold please.

[235:07] No, I'm just I'm just listen I'm just

[235:10] saying that y'all just really don't know

[235:13] the truth and you think because somebody

[235:15] on the internet said it was the truth

[235:16] and you don't even know the truth. You

[235:19] believe somebody that has no they don't

[235:22] have it in facts because somebody said

[235:23] it on the on a lie. You all believe it.

[235:26] See, that's the thing that I'm living in

[235:27] it. I lived it. I saw it. It's me. Y'all

[235:31] just believe a random internet person

[235:33] that you have no idea who it is. You

[235:35] just believe them. Well, that's your

[235:37] that's your right, I guess. But do you

[235:40] know the whole foundation? Do you know

[235:41] all the facts? No. You just believe what

[235:43] you hear on the internet. And that's the

[235:45] problem.

[235:48] That's the problem.

[235:52] Well,

[235:55] I under I understand and I'm not here to

[235:58] argue with you. I'm here I told my truth

[236:00] and nothing but the truth. So, help me,

[236:02] God. And I will say it over and over

[236:04] again. My point is is that if we're

[236:08] going to put the blame on me, then we

[236:11] all have to take accountability for not

[236:13] just me, but the people that were

[236:15] associated that passed it around are

[236:18] just as guilty as me. And that's the

[236:21] thing that we're none of you guys are

[236:23] even understanding.

[236:27] And like that's fine. Like you can point

[236:29] the fingers at me I guess.

[236:32] But it's just I don't think it's right.

[236:36] I don't think it's right.

[236:38] But I mean that's just part of the

[236:40] world.

[236:42] I mean I never heard anybody take

[236:43] accountability for that. I think I I've

[236:46] just heard that everyone just comes at

[236:48] me and says I'm the problem and it's my

[236:50] fault. But no one says, "Well, we

[236:52] shouldn't have done this." But no one

[236:53] says that. I guess it's easier for

[236:56] somebody to take the I mean, if it's

[236:58] easier if it's easier for you to take

[237:00] the blame and put it on me, then fine,

[237:02] whatever.

[237:06] I mean, what am I going to do to change

[237:08] your minds?

[237:12] But the cops said it's not illegal to do

[237:16] what I did. See, the thing is though,

[237:18] I'm going to let you know what the cop

[237:19] didn't the detective didn't understand

[237:21] [clears throat] the whole story.

[237:23] They thought that well no about the

[237:27] whatever. But the thing is is that they

[237:30] didn't know she I don't think I told

[237:31] that detective that she had that photo

[237:33] for 2 weeks. I think I missed that. But

[237:35] that would be a really good key.

[237:37] Important that she had that photo for

[237:39] two weeks and as soon as we had an

[237:41] argument, she turned on me and used it

[237:43] against me. I really think I should

[237:45] contact that that detective and show the

[237:47] videos of what Feisty did and the and

[237:49] the woman.

[237:51] I think I should go I think I should

[237:53] really advocate for myself and go talk

[237:55] to that detective again.

[237:58] I really do. I think I should.

[238:01] I think he needs to know the truth.

[238:07] And I can't remember if I did say it was

[238:08] two weeks that she had that photo. I

[238:10] think I missed that part out. But that's

[238:11] a very important part because because

[238:15] one of the cops told me, well, it's not

[238:17] illegal to, you know, do this or like

[238:21] like if you're doing it like for bad

[238:23] intentions, yes. But if you're doing it

[238:25] for good intentions, then I would say

[238:28] the cop told me that it's not against

[238:30] the law. Now, if you're doing it for bad

[238:32] intentions, then yes, I was a mom that

[238:35] was just confiding in another mom

[238:37] because she had five kids and it wasn't

[238:39] like an internet stranger. Again, it was

[238:41] a best friend that I knew. Her family,

[238:43] my family, we were very close. Okay. I

[238:45] went to the bar where she worked at. It

[238:48] was like that kind of relationship.

[238:49] Okay. Um, so I don't think it was a

[238:51] random stranger because that's not even

[238:52] the that's not even the case. Um, and so

[238:55] the cop said, "No, it's not." And I just

[238:58] don't think the detective really had the

[239:00] whole entire picture. Now, if the

[239:02] detective could have gotten that video

[239:04] at, you know, [clears throat] Park, it

[239:06] probably would have made my life easier.

[239:10] I just feel like when you don't have the

[239:13] full puzzle and you're missing pieces,

[239:17] you can't connect the dots. You got to

[239:19] you got to like find the missing pieces

[239:22] and put it together to get the full

[239:24] entire picture. But if you have like

[239:26] this and this and this and that whale

[239:34] I mean that's what I'm saying.

[239:37] That's what I'm saying. It's like it's

[239:39] like

[239:42] it it I feel like there's so much

[239:44] misunderstanding

[239:45] that it there's just so many things that

[239:48] are missing that of course I think

[239:50] people are taking it just a little bit

[239:52] more like what is actually going on? You

[239:55] know what I'm saying? Cuz I don't really

[239:56] I don't think I think I have a hard time

[239:58] explaining the full picture, like the

[240:02] full picture. Like I think I have a hard

[240:04] time with just explaining myself to get

[240:07] my

[240:09] story out. And I think I have a problem

[240:11] with that. So then what happens is when

[240:13] I don't get my full story out and I'm

[240:17] missing pieces behind

[240:19] cuz I'm not good with getting things out

[240:21] there to for people to understand cuz

[240:24] they like to misunderstand me which I'm

[240:26] sorry. I'm just I'm trying. I'm trying.

[240:29] And I do think that I just I'm

[240:31] misunderstood

[240:33] and I think it gets people confused

[240:36] when I don't mean anything wrong by it.

[240:40] But I'm trying my hardest to

[240:43] explain the full thing. I just I think I

[240:45] have a problem with trying to get it

[240:46] out. And that's why I think people are

[240:49] very confused.

[240:50] I do. Honestly, I do. And that's where I

[240:54] think this is all just kind of a big

[240:58] problem cuz there's something missing

[240:59] that could be a really important piece

[241:01] to the puzzle.

[241:06] And yeah,

[241:11] that was a different one about the mole.

[241:13] That was a different one. That's not

[241:14] even like nothing to do with that photo.

[241:17] Nothing.

[241:19] But well, I understand that cuz it's

[241:21] like it's harder for like my words to

[241:23] come out. That's the problem.

[241:26] That's the problem. No, it's not. I I

[241:29] can promise you. No, it's not. But you

[241:32] can you can feel free to do what you

[241:33] want. That's fine. It wasn't. I can tell

[241:36] I can tell you that. Not not the same

[241:38] photo that you guys think. No.

[241:42] No. Completely different. Promise you.

[241:46] Promise you.

[241:56] I mean,

[242:03] but it wasn't it wasn't that photo.

[242:09] It wasn't that photo. It had nothing to

[242:10] do with him.

[242:20] We I'm really not, Crystal. I'm really

[242:24] not. I promise you I'm not. I promise

[242:27] you I'm not.

[242:33] I promise you I'm not.

[242:40] You know what? You know, I find it

[242:41] really disturbing is that Irish said

[242:44] that she or I sent it to her on

[242:46] Snapchat. Okay, well then prove it. Have

[242:49] you ever Have you ever seen her prove

[242:51] it?

[242:52] But you believe her, right? But no one

[242:55] questioned her of, "Hey, can we see the

[242:58] proof?"

[243:01] I mean I mean that's that's the thing is

[243:03] that when these people just say

[243:05] something on the internet about me cuz

[243:07] it's it's me, everyone believes it.

[243:09] Well, how fair is that? That's not fair

[243:12] to me. That's not fair to anybody. I

[243:15] don't think that's justice. I I I think

[243:16] that's cruel and unfair.

[243:19] I think that's wrong if you're just

[243:20] going to take some person that you don't

[243:22] even know because y'all hate me and

[243:24] you're like, "Well, we hate Gabby so

[243:26] much that I'm just going to believe

[243:28] whatever whoever you are on the internet

[243:29] because blah blah blah."

[243:32] But no one ever says, "Can we show Can

[243:34] we see the proof?" You're like, "Oh my

[243:36] god, here here's what you do. Oh my

[243:38] word, I can't believe she did that. Oh

[243:41] my word. Did she really? [gasps] She

[243:44] would. That's disgusting. How dare her?

[243:47] I can't believe she did that. she would

[243:49] do something like that and y'all just

[243:51] run with it. But how is that how is how

[243:53] fair is that?

[243:56] No, no, no one says, "Well, can you see

[243:57] the proof?" Y'all y'all ask me for proof

[244:00] and I give it to y'all, but but we don't

[244:03] ask [snorts] for proof on the other

[244:04] side. Well, that's just great. Well,

[244:07] and here we are. What a shame. That's

[244:10] not fair at all.

[244:14] No, that's not fair.

[244:18] No, I'm just saying that's not fair.

[244:24] I'm not.

[244:26] No, you're not understand. You're you're

[244:28] you're twisting my words. What I'm

[244:30] saying is that we can't just sit here

[244:33] and point the fingers at somebody and

[244:35] then believe somebody without having it

[244:37] backed up. How fair is that to me?

[244:41] How would you guys like it if somebody

[244:42] said something about you and it was they

[244:45] believed it but you knew it wasn't?

[244:48] Was that fair? When you showed the proof

[244:51] and then somebody just said it and it's

[244:54] not even the truth, but I that they

[244:56] believed it. It kind of hurts, doesn't

[244:58] it?

[245:00] I mean, but I guess just that's just how

[245:04] it is with when somebody hates you that

[245:06] much. They just won't believe anybody.

[245:08] And that's the problem.

[245:14] Well, well, they do have a track record

[245:15] of of of lying. They do have a track

[245:18] record of lying and it's been caught

[245:20] many many times.

[245:22] But we just deflect.

[245:25] We just don't really hold them

[245:26] accountable. They lied a couple of times

[245:28] and it's been proven. But like I'm say,

[245:31] like I said, you know, that's that's for

[245:33] God to judge you and not for me. and I'm

[245:36] just going to be nice to you and I

[245:37] accept whatever you guys say in my chat.

[245:39] That's fine. Um I just think that if

[245:43] we're going to say that it should go

[245:45] with both sides. That's all I'm saying.

[245:50] That's what I'm saying.

[245:52] I think we should hold each other both

[245:56] sides accountable. It's not just me.

[246:07] No, I'm just trying to get my point

[246:08] across.

[246:11] [sighs]

[246:25] Yes, I know. Love your enemies. I

[246:27] understand that. Yes, you're right.

[246:29] Absolutely.

[246:31] Love your enemies for those who

[246:32] persecute you. Yes.

[246:35] Yes. And that's very hard to do. But

[246:36] yes, you are correct. You are correct.

[246:44] You are correct.

[246:46] You are supposed to love your neighbors,

[246:48] too.

[246:50] I understand. Well, I mean, I get it. I

[246:54] get it. I understand. But I just think

[246:56] that if we're gonna hold somebody else

[246:58] accountable, then why can't we hold

[246:59] another person accountable?

[247:05] That's all I'm saying.

[247:12] No, I'm not hating. I'm not hating

[247:14] nobody. I am just trying to get a point

[247:16] across respectfully

[247:19] and nicely.

[247:22] I don't think I'm being rude. I think

[247:23] I'm just having a normal conversation.

[247:31] It is hard. It is very hard. It It is

[247:34] very hard to do that. It is very hard.

[247:38] But

[247:40] we try and that's all that matters.

[247:44] But it's not easy.

[247:54] Yes, I know. But it's hard, Susan. It's

[247:57] really hard.

[248:00] Well, maybe I shouldn't.

[248:02] Well, I mean, you are right. I mean,

[248:03] that is that is God for him to judge.

[248:06] You know, I'm not here to to tell you

[248:08] what to do or I'm not here I shouldn't

[248:10] judge. I'm sorry. But I'm just, you

[248:13] know, I'm

[248:16] Yeah. I mean, here here's the thing,

[248:18] right? Whatever gets done in the

[248:20] darkness always comes to light. So,

[248:24] maybe I should just be quiet and let the

[248:28] truth for itself speak.

[248:31] And I think that's what I'm going to do

[248:34] because it'll it would always it's

[248:35] always going to come to light. So, maybe

[248:37] I'll just be quiet and just let the

[248:39] truth come out.

[248:44] It's fine.

[248:51] Whatever you say, Christine. Whatever

[248:54] you say.

[248:58] Well,

[249:00] I guess with the police and stuff, it

[249:02] was just a conversation that it's being

[249:05] brought up. That's all.

[249:15] Yes, I understand.

[249:23] Well, that's that's what I'm saying.

[249:25] Like that is why we

[249:27] that's why like I'm just going to just

[249:29] probably end the conversation because at

[249:32] the end of the day, remember nothing I

[249:34] do or say is ever going to matter to any

[249:36] of you. I could speak the truth in your

[249:38] faces and you just still won't believe

[249:40] me. So, it's pointless. And so, I'm

[249:42] going to remember myself. I'm not going

[249:44] to sit here and argue with you. The

[249:46] truth will come out. So, let's just drop

[249:50] it. I know I started it. I know I

[249:53] brought it up, but let's just end it and

[249:56] let just [clears throat] let the truth

[249:58] handle it, okay? Respectfully, cuz it's

[250:01] not going to go anywhere.

[250:04] It's just not never does.

[250:08] So,

[250:11] Yep.

[250:15] Good night.

[250:51] Just [clears throat] keep swimming.

[251:30] I don't know.

[251:32] I mean, I really respectfully I didn't

[251:34] really mean to take this to a different

[251:36] level.

[251:37] And I do want to say I really am sorry

[251:40] for becoming a little bit, you know, too

[251:43] aggressive when I was, you know, talking

[251:47] about Jesus. And that was my own fault.

[251:51] And I didn't really I again, I didn't

[251:53] really mean to. It was a very heated

[251:56] moment. And I think it just got out of

[251:58] control. And I do apologize cuz I

[252:02] um I should have never done that

[252:06] and I know better and I know some of you

[252:08] guys are helping and I appreciate that.

[252:10] It's just sometimes I come off a little

[252:14] bit defensive and I'm working on myself.

[252:18] I am working on myself.

[252:20] So I just want to say I'm sorry.

[252:24] Um

[252:28] over him

[252:34] so

[252:44] I understand I understand the chat

[252:47] wanted to help and I understand that

[252:50] and it just got it just got too much. It

[252:55] was

[252:56] I'm working on myself, y'all. I'm

[252:59] trying. It's not perfect, but I am

[253:01] trying.

[253:03] So, I just want to say I'm sorry,

[253:06] and I'm taking accountability for my

[253:08] actions.

[253:12] So,

[253:15] I don't want to have the

[253:20] that's not really what I want here is

[253:21] when I talk about Jesus. I don't want

[253:24] people to see the anger and the

[253:28] frustrations that when I'm talking about

[253:31] Jesus and that was my bad.

[253:34] And I want people to see the good.

[253:39] And I'm just I'm sorry. I was in the

[253:42] wrong for that.

[253:44] But I just want to let you guys know I'm

[253:48] I'm working on it. And it's a work in

[253:51] progress. And it's not perfect,

[253:54] but it's something I am trying to work

[253:56] on. Okay.

[254:02] Yes, I understand. [clears throat]

[254:10] No, [clears throat] you're good.

[254:13] I understand. And I was in the wrong.

[254:26] I understand.

[254:38] And yeah,

[254:46] well,

[254:58] I mean, we can talk about this later or

[255:00] we can just kind of end it here and just

[255:03] get a good night's rest and

[255:06] try to reset for the night.

[255:12] So,

[255:14] well, I

[255:17] thank you for

[255:20] um for staying with me

[255:23] um

[255:26] and [clears throat] hanging out with me.

[255:28] Appreciate it. and uh y'all get some

[255:30] rest and

[255:32] we can go from there.

[255:40] It's a work in progress.

[255:44] So anyway,

[255:46] uh y'all have a good night and uh I'll

[255:48] check in when I can. Okay, good night.

[255:52] Take care.